waiting to die - marilia adamaki lyrics
i won’t sleep tonight, no
insomnia keeps me up all night
and reminds me of my failures
i’m starting to believe it this time
it’s going to be my last day alive
i don’t laugh, i don’t go out
i’m here trying not to mourn
but it’s the only thing i long for
i’m a loser
maybe they’re right
i don’t deserve to be alive
so here i am waiting to die
not for them but for me
cause this is the way i was meant to be
and after this night
i’ll continue my silly life
i have everything i want
but all i do is crawl
i’m not lazy i’m just depressed
and it feels like climbing a mountain
even to make one step
i’m a loser
maybe they’re right
i don’t deserve to be alive
so here i am waiting to die
not for them but for me
cause this is the way i was meant to be
i stopped talking
cause everyone finds me annoying
and everyone hates me so bad
but i guess i’ll win even to that
i hate myself way more
i’m my biggest hater of all
and i really wish me the worst
i’m not well and i don’t need to hide it
i wish to die i won’t deny it
waiting to die
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