post avenue - manic tl lyrics
they think i got it figured out
but i’m nowhere to be found
i ain’t figure out sh*t
gimme sh*t’a hold down
worked overtime, prolly’ should’ve slowed down
’cause i threw away a lot to get this sh*t rolled out
been a long year, and i was pretty smoked out
so its not so clear just how to grow now
made a little money, burned a whole lot of bridges
with some people that i love that i don’t know now
i ain’t here i’m just disconnected
flip through my texts like i missed a message
would’ve have died for something that i’m sad i’m left with
can’t ride for no one guess i’m too restless
i don’t know who i’m supposed to turn to when its only me, and i’m not enough
i fell down, fell out of love, and fell into pieces, come drown with us
i got so many me’s theres a town of us
but n0body knows sh*t, we’re just loud and drunk
and i was shootin’ from the hip, its astounding stuff
the way you and me cl!cked, like i found the one
i don’t run i just face the facts and my fears
and ain’t no one give you credit for that
so i tear for whats real
’cause these ain’t my cards to deal
now my futures never been less clear
i guess we’ll just keep these wheels turnin’
i been all ears and that left me hurtin’
sometimes i feel like pullin’ down the curtain
i think i’m healin’ but i still ain’t learnin’
i ain’t sure when sh*t will feel like home
and when i won’t lose sleep just to feel alone
had a lot of dreams ’bout the day we could finally be
i beam with the most false of hope
you say to slow my role, then tell me “don’t let go”
yesterday you needed me, now you dont know
you’re inside my head and under my skin
we just speed in circles, and it really shows
i said that i won’t fold but then it got so cold
each passing night took an expensive toll
i heard it all the time, and lo and behold
in real life love hurts, etch that in gold
it sounds so old, but some things don’t change
stuck in my ways kinda hard to rearrange
tried turn another page, maybe hit a new chapter
tryin’ to get through it, don’t know where i’ll be after
i feel like a disaster but now nothin’ baffles me
i’m between a hard place an catastrophe
i’m still here, lookin’ for someone to pass the key
it feels like school, everybody laughed at me
now there has to be more to it than i see here
its too often i don’t even wanna be here
and too often you don’t wanna see me here
we fear livin’ so i guess we’ll never leave here
keep clear or you’ll spiral with me
get smiles from the same ones out to get me
10 miles behind with 10 thousand more
a young me thought i already broke down the door
still hungry, they don’t know what i’m fasting for
i wanna move but i miss way back before
when we’d sit build life while we passed the torch
or conch, or drink, or joint, sittin’ on your porch
and when the worlds pain didn’t feel like half the chore
or when our little games didn’t leave us cracked and torn
and when everything didn’t start a back and fourth
i guess life is exactly what i asked it for
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