my flow - maniacal j lyrics
(intro)[maniacal j]
i wish i knew about this so long ago
so i could show them that i glow
now i’m far gone and all alone
i can battle my demons with my flow
(chorus)[maniacal j]
i wish i knew about this so long ago (yeah)
so i could show them that i glow (yeah)
now i’m far gone and all alone (yuh)
i can battle my demons with my flow (yup)
(verse 1)[maniacal j]
i’m making letters every day that noone will ever see (see)
cuz i write this down and never even record this for peace;
i’ve thought about it a couple times but i thought again what i’d be;
my mind goes the wrong way i stop it all cuz i want to seize (yeah)
i never hurt myself in the way that you’d think i would (no)
the only thing i be cutting these days is the old piece of wood;
trynna rid my mind of it all so i think about what i should;
but in my mind i know the way that shoulda ended that i could
never really thought about death until i was about fifteen;
my last girl f*cked me up and since then i could never be clean;
i go to work and alls i do there is be so f*cking mean (yeah)
wasn’t a bully but there is some i tried hard it would seem
i think about what i would’ve been if i never moved here (yeah)
i think that i would’ve been the worst version of me it’s clear (yeah)
i know now alls i do is work and sit around and drink my beer;
but alls i hold onto nowadays is everything and the fear
(chorus)[maniacal j]
i wish i knew about this so long ago (yeah)
so i could show them that i glow (yeah)
now i’m far gone and all alone (yuh)
i can battle my demons with my flow (yup)
(verse 2)[john doh]
empty bags around me doubts full the ashtray
people looking down on me because the bottles was surrounding me
the anger was drowning me people said they were there for me and
people said they would care for me and
people said they were here for me
turn around they ain’t here for me now they giving me apology
accept that’s never me it stung like a bumble bee
my chest is getting hit heavy my heart races dark thoughts it paces
throughout my mind i can’t take it stomach in knots stomach is aching
sometimes i feel like i can’t take it
one thing i know is i’ll make it
i started to struggle i started to talk i started to walk
fighting your demons you gotta put in the work now you got a reason to go berserk
omg it’s starting to work on my life i’ll never give up
on my life i’ll never give up i managed to pull myself out of the dirt
pull myself out the mud i’ll keep pushing forward no matter what
the road is bumpy the journey unclear but i’ll keep on working
with nothing to fear
(chorus)[maniacal j]
i wish i knew about this so long ago
so i could show them that i glow
now i’m far gone and all alone
i can battle my demons with my flow
i wish i knew about this so long ago (yeah)
so i could show them that i glow (yeah)
now i’m far gone and all alone (yuh)
i can battle my demons with my flow (yup)
(outro)[maniacal j]
i wish i knew about this so long ago
so i could show them that i glow
now i’m far gone and all alone
i can battle my demons with my flow
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