confused of it all 1 - maniacal j lyrics
(verse)
hey it’s me jordan and this was an album meant for me
i was trynna make me feel better maybe give me glee
i was trynna build myself up and set my mind free
but alls it did in the end is make me drink more till i pee
leaving out this album cuz i can’t figure out how to change
i try to sing on this but my vocals just aren’t in the range
i’m not a psycho but i know i am a little strange
okay maybe i may be just a tad little bit deranged
need help mentally; this year f*cked me up
need help dentally; the food f*cked my t**th up
did the penalty; the bills keep pilling up
i need help with my life i’m in h*ll need a buck
i am so confused of it all
i drank too much i did just fall
now i’ll lay here in a ball
just so you can’t see me bawl
girls don’t like me cuz i’m not tall
i want a girl so i can call
her late at night and not stumble down the hall
drunken to a point that i hit my head on the wall
frustrating that i can’t get over this depression
in my mind i’m really really spitting some aggression
lemme sit down lord i have myself a few confessions
when i’m done here i want to be done in a cremation
every weeks the same i just be talking to myself
every day i drink myself away afraid for my health
need some money or i’ll be afraid for my wealth
not much to give but it’s more than the normal self
i don’t get life alls we do is work away and have no money
stacking bills with 3 jobs and still falling deeper in the pit
this sh*ts not making sense but it seems to them to be funny
but i can’t pay my car without seriously taking a big hit
i can’t figure out how to be truly happy without booze
i don’t know how i can make it in this game i can’t lose
i just need blue to help me out to find some clues
because if i don’t i’ll blow up like a fuse
h*llo mr. darkness i hear you in my ears
running around my brain for many years
smoking a lot until my mind it clears;
i can’t hear you there’s just too many tears
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