fuck getting better, i want to get worse - maethepirate lyrics
[chorus]
f*ck getting better, i want to get worse
i’ll skip every meal, ’cause i like how it hurts
wanna block all my friends
wanna drink myself silly
wanna sneak out at night
and run so far away
[post*chorus]
till my phone loses service
so i’ll crack the screen
i’ll douse my belongings in gasoline
and i won’t return until i’ve found my purpose
if i die out there, i deserved it
[verse 1]
sell all my things
and i’ll backpack to jersey
under a different name, no one can hurt me
i’ll ignore everyonе who reaches out
i’m, i’m busting out
[chorus]
f*ck getting bеtter, i want to get worse
skip every meal, ’cause i like how it hurts
wanna block all my friends
wanna drink myself silly
wanna sneak out at night
and run so far away
[post*chorus]
till my phone loses service
so i’ll crack the screen
i’ll douse my belongings in gasoline
and i won’t return until i’ve found my purpose
if i die out there, i deserved it
[verse 2]
maybe the reason that everyone leaves
is that i’m too hard to please
i want to improve but baby i’m losing myself in the dark
in the dark
[bridge]
i keep getting worse but i should get better
it’s too f*cking hard to keep my sh*t together
i wanna give up
i wanna break down
i push them away, then wish they were around
so maybe the reason that everyone leaves
is that i’m too hard to please
i want to improve but baby i’m losing myself in the dark
[chorus]
’cause f*ck getting better, i want to get worse
i’ll skip every meal, ’cause i like how it hurts
wanna block all my friends
wanna drink myself silly
wanna sneak out at night
and run so far away
and run away
[outro]
f*ck getting better, i want to get worse
skip every meal, ’cause i like how it hurts
wanna block all my friends
wanna drink myself silly
but i’ve got to improve
if i wanna love living
i’ve got to improve
if i wanna love living
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