murder attempt - mads veslelia lyrics
[verse 1]
everybody talk about being real
but that ain’t easy with no spike in the wheel
you write about staying high and then chill
you’ll never know the f-cking price or what it’s like to be billed
and gotta pay, for the life, you never ordered
and gotta stay in the crises, you never wanted
i wanna say, what it’s like, to feel haunted
by mistakes that ain’t mine, that i was born in
and i’m complaining, cause i’m ‘bout to burst
i believed in my mama, now she’s back on the drugs
after 20 f-cking years, thought she finally learned
she was doing just fine, then fell right back and it hurts
she got her first job, so proud of her name tag
a new start, new apartment, far up in a haystack
and we talk but the spark is fake, that’s hard
and my trust, why the f-ck would you waste that?
[hook]
some people they will never know
and never ever understand what a broken home can do
i tried to keep it in, but that ain’t me
cause i was never meant to breath
now i’m k!lling the beat, and that’s it
some people they will never know
and never ever understand what a broken home can do
i tried to keep it in, but that ain’t me
cause i was never meant to breath
now i’m k!lling the beat, and that’s it
[verse 2]
yeah, yeah, i’m supposed to be dead
my daddy beat up my momma, for everything that she said
she was having a baby, and he was angry as h-ll
when she was blocking the stomach, then he was kicking the head
they call that double-murder attempt
now he text me on my birthday, f-cking funny i think
asking me stupid questions like, how i’ve been
shut up, coward, never seen you, never will
i mean, i got a stepfather calling me son
try to keep in touch with each other but he’s always flat drunk
but i guess we all got problems that we’re running from
rappers keep throwing fire-crackers, i’m sitting on the bomb
but grandma, i’m thankful for what you did
i wanna get rich, just, to give you everything
but that ain’t happening cause people, they feel
more about pop, rap, and swag, than i ever will
[hook]
some people they will never know
and never ever understand what a broken home can do
i tried to keep it in, but that ain’t me
cause i was never meant to breath
now i’m k!lling the beat, and that’s it
some people they will never know
and never ever understand what a broken home can do
i tried to keep it in, but that ain’t me
cause i was never meant to breath
now i’m k!lling the beat, and that’s it
[verse 3]
yeah, they tell me sign up for idol
but i’m just dude, tryna k!ll for survival
so they will boo, when i spit at my rivals
up in the finals with a rifle, and i’m shooting at vitals
then i go viral
but i ain’t got time for that sh-t
gotta take care of my mom and grandma
better stay off my mind, i’m venom
better be buff, cause i’ma phantom
better adjust cause i don’t change a thing, boy
listen up, roy, close it
but i got more on my list
my best homie keep it one f-cking hundred with pills
so when these corny rappers calling me a son of a b-tch
there’s no wonder why i snap, attack, cause i’m so sick
of struggles, and i’m done being humble
i ain’t the kid to push, i’m ready to rumble
i never beat around the bush, i’m kinda loco
missing a knuckle, and now i got a beef with my own uncle
a dumb f-cker you are, the way you treat my grandpa
show respect, or i’ma f-ck you up
i know what you did to my mama
but i’ma save all the drama
cause she has been through a lot now
[bridge]
will this ever go away?
same sh-t just another day
will i ever feel complete? (i guess not, i guess not)
i don’t think i’ll ever be
[hook]
some people they will never know
and never ever understand what a broken home can do
i tried to keep it in, but that ain’t me
cause i was never meant to breath
now i’m k!lling the beat, and that’s it
some people they will never know
and never ever understand what a broken home can do
i tried to keep it in, but that ain’t me
cause i was never meant to breath
now i’m k!lling the beat, and that’s it
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