ruining - maddie regent lyrics
[verse]
another weekend
with a reason
to party but i never
found it appealing
watching drinking
while i’m sinking
tryna find the perfect moment to go
it’s making small talk
in a headlock
cuz my personality is radioactive
i’m a recluse
letting it loose
for maybe the last time, maybe the last time
[pre chorus]
i’m getting too old
to keep pouring out red solo cups
i’ll stay in control
so i’m not solo holding my hair up
[chorus]
i need a friend
but i don’t have sh*t to give
i’m in my head
it’s counterintuitive
i’ll make excuses
like i do it’s who i am
just ruining
[verse]
i’m walking backwards
it’s a hazard
i’m picking up the pace
and n0body sees me
wearing glitter
god my ribs hurt
from laughing at myself
swеaring that it helps
[pre chorus]
i’m getting too old
to keep pouring out red solo cups
i’ll stay in control
so i’m not solo holding my hair up
[chorus]
i need a friеnd
but i don’t have sh*t to give
i’m in my head
it’s counterintuitive
i’ll make excuses
like i do it’s who i am
just ruining
i’m back again
like some kind of idiot
i’ll disappoint
then act like i’m new at it
i’ll make excuses
like i do it’s who i am
just ruining
[post]
i’m getting too old
i’ll stay in control
i’m getting too old
i’m ready to go
[bridge]
don’t wanna rock the boat
i’ll sink the ship
be your anchor but the bad kind
and i lost hope
for relationships
at least loneliness is all mine
if i’m up late cause i can’t sleep
you’re sleeping soundly somewhere
if i’m the girl of your dreams
you’re probably having a nightmare
[chorus]
i need a friend
but i don’t have sh*t to give
i’m in my head
it’s counterintuitive
i’ll make excuses
like i do it’s who i am
just ruining
i’m back again
like some kind of idiot
i’ll disappoint
then act like i’m new at it
i’ll make excuses
like i do it’s who i am
just ruining
[post]
if i’m up late cause i can’t sleep
you’re sleeping soundly somewhere
if i’m the girl of your dreams
you’re probably having a nightmare
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