lost - mac murray lyrics
(intro)
i stay ponderin
asking if its ok if i can’t carry the weight of this world on my shoulders
lost
stature standin 10 feet tall when its time to ball
play the point till its burried in the back of my mind
writin reminders like my memory shouldn’t still be in its prime
lost
its about time to really reign in these reigns this time
(verse 1)
lost somewhere between my mindeye and the more sublime daydreams of a poet in his prime, lost in thought
some nights i sit, ponderin bits
siftin like flour to sort the grains of wisdom where to commit
lost in the txt stuck questioning the moves imma make next
knowing im (lost)
caught in the more refined to allow the prest i ne to shine
with all the glory
strugglin to see my place settin in this catagory
yet so carefully in its place in this story, lost
(chorus)
somewhere between the harmony and strife
(lost )
how that any way to live this life?
(lost )
hows that any way to be?
(lost )
and so im stuck asking ‘what you want from me?’
(verse 2)
in any attempt to be on time
i feel im an hour late and a week behind
seems like a scenario of right place, wrong time
wrong way on a one way path forward, and im movin back
now i feel im makin up for old mistakes and past habits that i lacked
but im learnin even tho i went the wrong way, mayba
it was meant to teach me to read the map a little more closely
closer to knowin the route to choose when makin the next move
when thinkin of my next play
and knowin thats the correct way to say
theres no clear direction without
learning the vision to peep past previous, say
i meant to go the way i went
and when its all said and done
feels like ive been meanin to be
here, in the present, all along
(bridge)
so i could catch you up to speed on this game and talk
big bout how im makin these claims to be the greatest
because thats the outcome i can see
or i could talk about how stressful putting everything of me
into this effort just to break even
or how all i want is someone to build wit
but maintaining on the road creates distance that can’t be erased
or how these casual affairs just
feel like acting these emotions dont exist
new fit everyday
switchin watches off my wrist just to twist up the
feeling that they say confidence brings
congratulation rings thru my head
constant rings in my head from these shows
my phone doesnt stop had to enter a different mode
just to get a breath from this life
(i know, i know, i know)
but my way cost a pretty coin and im over taking beyond basic orders
i chose this, caught!
(chorus)
somewhere between the harmony and strife
(lost )
how that any way to live this life?
(lost )
hows that any way to be?
(lost )
and so im stuck asking ‘what you want from me?’
(verse 3)
cause lately ive been
feelin more like myself by the minute
reducin stress cause i know ive nearly hit my limit
and i feel im inchin closer to my goals by the second
and by limitin little details bout what i do
been limitin the stress bout what i must go thru
been regrettin my sins or rather the decisions i made in poor judgement
cause im selfish every detail came back to me in time
decisions like ‘which way do i go?’
pickin a path ain’t as easy as just
lettin this sh*t roll or slip, slidin and fallin down
and everytime i get back up i realize
im still young enough to change but i never do
until the stress come to a head and i must change to push thru
too d*mn stubborn to change
too much like me to morph into your name
and the determination in my claim
that manifests lets me know im straight, cruisin
coursin, coursin, in my lane …
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