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the story of my drug addiction - mac lethal lyrics

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when i was 23 my mother p-ssed away
i didn’t know that i’d experience my blackest days
i couldn’t feel a thing, i was broken
i needed something more than just drinking and smoking

a friend of mine said “i heard you got some problems
well, i can help you fix ’em, buddy try some oxycontin
it makes you warm like b-tter on a biscuit
it’s just like heroin, but it’s not addictive”

i took one and felt amazing and warm
i felt like a little baby reborn
i felt like i was laying in a cradle in a blanket
as a hundred thousands angels got on stage to perform

softly playing the horns
i didn’t know that i was entering a dangerous storm
or i guess i didn’t care, ’cause i ain’t even look
i tried these stupid pills one time and i was hooked

i started taking pills every single day
if i felt anxiety or pressure, it’s ok
i would take a pill, then grind it up and snort it in my nose
i was so d-mn high, i didn’t feel the torture in my soul

people started saying “mac, i think you’re just a bit unstable”
thanksgiving dinner, nodding out up at the kitchen table
every single f-cking bit of cash up in my savings
went, so i could satisfy my cravings

i wrecked a car, then i wrecked another car
i didn’t care, i was high out on f-cking mars
i used to be a sweet kid on the monkey bars
now i’m just a junkie, hoping i don’t get drunk and barf

in my sleep, i was stuck out in the rain
i guess i finally figured out that something had to change
you gotta understand, if i couldn’t find pills
i’d be on the bathroom floor nauseous and ill

i started doing research
i couldn’t afford rehab, i couldn’t make those fees work
plus i didn’t want to treat it like a second home
i didn’t want to take subs, f-ck methadone

my fans knew that i was high, they could tell ya
i got an e-mail from a girl named bella
who told me about her husband, a guy named john
who ran a website complete kratom dot com

in a company at perfect peace(?)
she said “we sell this stuff called kratom
get online and research it, please”, so i did
i read about kratom, a lot of addicts online said that it saved them

so i ordered kratom from john’s website
and it showed up on my front porch the next night
and then i drank some mixed with oj
it made all my withdraw symptoms go away

and for the first time i didn’t need a pill
every second of this story that i’m telling you is real
i was no longer a slave locked in a dungeon
i no longer needed oxycontin to function

i started working out, i started lifting weights
i started doing jujitsu, i started feeling great
eventually i even met my wife
i swear that i’m reborn, i’ve been living a second life

but the addict in me never died
man, the addict in you will never die
just accept it, just embrace it
take the bad sh-t in your life and replace it

find things that you love, get addicted to ’em
stay away from the drugs, ’cause that sh-t’ll ruin
your life, you’re always gonna be an addict
you see? you gotta get high naturally

good luck

- mac lethal lyrics

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