trauma - m row lyrics
[intro]
(abstract)
[verse]
my mama just told me, like, “m row, i’m proud
i always prayed that you made it home safe every night ’cause at night, you was flockin’ at crowds”
every week, used to go out of bounds
i was ballin’ on court and i’m lettin’ off rounds
shot after shot by my crib, makin’ sounds
and i go on the race and i’m skippin’ through towns
she remember i [?] by the crib, my grandma lookin’ out of the window
she see me runnin’ off scene with my—
cops came to my door tryna ask for my info
back and forth, i was goin’ through biz
but that’s all the mistakes that i made as a kid, though
i*i*i got remanded for being on vid but i can’t say much, gotta stay confidential
you always cried when you came to the court
a*always was there to support
sh*t makin’ me cry, so i’m keepin’ it short
you ain’t know what to say when you saw the rеport
i was hurtin’ inside while i’m lettin’ it torch
a*a*ain’t rеally have no remorse
you was holdin’ it down for my pops for the years
came back, first year, n*ggas had a divorce
i missed you for years and i couldn’t go home
your building right there by the opps
after a while, i got tired of riskin’ my life just to see you and lettin’ off shots
like, i was really on hots
i can’t see my mom and i can’t see my pops
i*i*i felt abandoned and left on the blocks
but i made it back home, always clutchin’ my—
you been tryin’ to tell me that **** was a rat
i’m really mad i ain’t listen
you could tell by the way that he chat when i brought us together, just us in the kitchen
a*after he left, you was like, “who is that?”
i said that’s my mans, hundred grand on a mission
said she feel funny but can’t be exact, like, she got a good intuition
i’m sorry for all of the sh*t that i did
i*i had you go through depression
you prayin’ all day they don’t murder your kid
or take him to jail, tryna teach him a lesson
said, “m row, you care if you die or you live?”
ain’t have an answer, it’s hard to express it
i was deep in that water just like a squid
but i never drowned, and that’s really a blessing
it be hard to just talk on my life
i really sit back and cry
facin’ depression, i been tryna fight
overthink in my head, like, how i survive?
i don’t know if i’m dyin’ tonight
who gon’ help with my family if i really die?
yeah, crickets, right?
i’m endin’ this song and i’m sayin’ goodbye
[outro]
my mama just told me, like, “m row, i’m proud
i always prayed that you made it home safe every night ’cause at night, you was flockin’ at crowds”
every week, used to go out of bounds
i was ballin’ on court and i’m lettin’ off rounds
shot after shot by my crib, makin’ sounds
and i go on the race and i’m skippin’ through towns
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