rate my lyrics - malik osbourne lyrics
i didn’t have no goals or dreams i just left school with es fs and ds. forgive me i’m shy as f-ck, but f-ck the stigma i feel dead at times, i ain’t no santan but i’ve been dead and alive physically and inside, it’s much more than a feeling you can see it in my eyes it comes from deep inside, i’m only 18 and have had anxiety all my life. reach inside i dnt bite i just need to feel again so i can fight, we live on the same street but live different lives, ask about the tree it’s not out of sight, we live on the same street you just decided to be a thene, i’ve never had goals or dreams i left school with e’s f’s and d’s but you heard about that place with alcohol slushies yeah that’s mee. i don’t think it’s a phase no more,i just wanna lock this door and fall asleep but that’s when the demons creep telling me i won’t succeed and being good has done nothing for me, my bags hangs low cause if i fall asleep and let them demons creep i might wake up like trevor from gta and start a k!lling streak, cause i’m tired of doing good but feeling weak watching these sc-m guys hit their peak i’m just a good guy trying to succeed i won’t ever call it a dream i never had no goals or dreams i left school with e f’s and d’s anger and depression is the only thing that follows me. how can i succeed when i have no goals or dreams at this point i’m just a number on sheet and it’s not hard to admit i’m not living i just exist, don’t take the mick all this anger helps when it’s time to throw fists i’m not like you sc-m guys that need knifes and like five guys to fight, so don’t get on my bad side cause u might turn fetty wap and lose your sight. arghh and i won’t place no blame i’ve always felt insane i got a good mum came home 4.30 to dinner made she always taught me the right way and that’s probably why i didn’t join those guys on road that make mistakes and carry weight that’s not my place but what is cause now i just carry headaches and back pain have you ever felt that way where your days stay the same i’m just locked up in my brain trying to escape and stay sane but these demons yh they like to play telling me i’m wasting days and i should go insane like trevor from gta and just spray take what’s mine what’s the point of being a good guy when u feel dead inside there’s no reward just sadness and hard times deep inside while these sc-m guys live their best life. that’s london for you, listen to this message there’s a depression epidemic in all our lives even in sc-m guys that wield knifes like gta 5 in london it’s cold day and night we wake up to this gloomy sky and live our life maybe that’s why we feel dead inside until it’s summer time and we’re with all our guys livin life feeling bright making plans to succeed in life,just wait till that sun goes shy and says goodbye back to knife crime and sad lives
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