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know me - luthernist lyrics

(monologue)
i swear, it’s funny because some people act like they know the kid, it’s like they know* they know the emotions i’m dealin’ with, the emotions im tryna balance and juggle…were you by my side when i was depressed? were you by my side when i was suicidal? no, n0body knows, this is how its gonna go yeah check it yeah

(verse 1)
back when i was twelve or thirteen
i was driven to exceed till some punks bulliеd me turning me to a sheep
i was at my lows asking god for an early dеcease
every day got worse with these punks dissing me making me feel like i’m good for nothing
i was alone constantly crying
my family didn’t understand cuz the system lied to them as if they were fools
imagine wanting to die young cuz you were shamed to be black in school
i swear i’m not making this up, not even i understood what was up, my mother couldn’t praying to god whilst my teachers lied to my father about my grades falling off
little jaden all sad and cross, let me tell you this story about how i discovered god…
(hook)
i swear you n*ggas act like you know me, but most of ya’ll that know me are phoneys
one minute they hate me next minute were homies none of ya know me, none of ya know me (none of you know me), none of ya know me (yeah! f*ck the world), none of ya know me, none of ya know me

(verse 2)
i used to be insecure about my looks
misunderstood the books
treated like a crook, i was enslaved to follow their commands
hated myself wanted to be like the rest
ignorance was the normal in my head
i hope one day i get to feel life
awaiting and contemplating where we go after death at 15 i lost all my friends, no circle, no support, me against the world
found a way to escort myself from the outside
peer pressured twice, i was terrified, memories made me petrified, late nights battling my mind
pac telling me “never surrender whilst you’re alive”, everyday was a confidence boost, not for my ego but for my heart
i’m convinced i’ve encountered satan in the dark
different images but i still spark
couldn’t care less about people’s remarks
after i’m gone, i’ll leave the world scarred, like tingle, i’m ready to blow up

(hook)
i swear you n*ggas act like you know me, but most of ya’ll that know me are phoneys
one minute they hate me next minute were homies none of ya know me, none of ya know me (none of you know me), none of ya know me (yeah! f*ck the world), none of ya know me, none of ya know me

(verse 3)
from times i felt out of place
so i walk away to fix my shape from the heartbreaks
finding a way to locate peace instead of revenge in the streets, vendettas more soothing than the hot weather’s i’ll never understand how someone’s pain is another man’s pleasure
i used to love them until i realised to do better, what’s worse feeling like you’re cursed
i’m writing my deepest reflection from this verse
hours on end just to make amends, falling for these traps by these fake friends
learning my lessons to overcome depression, finding happiness from oppression is a bittersweet blessing
i live cautiously but do i feel protected?
the devil’s reckless, negative energy testing me, somebody tell me why i feel trapped?
all of this money has me uncomfortable
is somebody to stab my back? they left me out when i was right, too many put me down in this life
i look up to the sky learning the depths of life, no limitations nor expectations
i can’t be disappointed by these wafflers and bottle jobs, promising their word for the moment but lose out to their own opponents, brains are sowed
majority hopeless, since they love being drained, i’m connived everybody’s soul has been sucked from this game
and its a shame they do anything to take a young hustler’s soul away, the state we live in is unforgiven
but the only way to change is to rectify to our children
(hook)
i swear you n*ggas act like you know me, but most of ya’ll that know me are phoneys
one minute they hate me next minute were homies none of ya know me, none of ya know me (none of you know me), none of ya know me (yeah! f*ck the world), none of ya know me, none of ya know me
i swear you n*ggas act like you know me, but most of ya’ll that know me are phoneys, one minute they hate me next minute were homies none of ya know me, none of ya know me (none of you know me), none of ya know me (yeah! f*ck the world), none of ya know me, none of ya know me

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