poison - luna (aus) lyrics
[verse 1]
and right now, i wanna be bricked out let me think i don’t wanna deal with this sh-t now
i try to avoid all the big crowds i don’t wanna be seen hanging round with these sh-t clowns nah
i’ve been thinking and thinking, this ain’t something i really wanna live with
i’m drowning myself with my thoughts now i’m sinking but i’m drowning my thoughts so of course now i’m drinking
and i’m thanking my missus that she stands by my side at the hardest of times would’ve handled a knife
so many questions i need the answer tonight before i cancel my life
why do i sit and complain will this sh-t ever change its like i’m missing my mates
but i think that they’re snakes i needa figure it out
so let me sit down to me its all a mystery ay f-ck what i gotta live for this sh-t on my mind comes hard like a big storm
i remain puzzled but this ain’t a jigsaw somebody tell me
what the f-ck am i here for
i really want to be positive but how can i be when it all turns the opposite
this straight from my heart and i’m facing the dark i aim for the surface so i remain on top of this
i disgrace since my birth you name what i’m worth you’d say the same thing but try change up the words
maybe i’m raising concerns is that a place you deserve please get me wiped off the face of this earth
so long kept this sh-t closed in time i open up and get my morning focus
music is my cure and this life is my poison i’ve said it before it’s life i don’t have a choice here true
i am a waste of sp-ce you’d grab a razor blade and have it placed against my veins this isn’t me
its just the demons taking place i wait to change but i hate to say it still remains the same
[verse 2]
some days i want to jump off the tasman as i write this i wonder why that i haven’t
sounds bad but i just need to change isn’t it better that i just leave this place yeah i’m fighting these demons
they ain’t leaving
no doubt there’s a thousand waiting beneath em
the weight pulling me down its like i’m holding a boulders
i don’t want to leave my room how many times have i told yous
i’m sick of it life’s pretty sh-t sweet for the innocent i’m just a guilty pr-ck
why do i feel like this i’m waiting for answers somebody hear me out please i’m praying for answers
do i deserve to live so many questions i’m asking and it burns within am i wasting my time as each day turns to sh-t
sick of living life hopeless, how do others nurture it
words going drown me but straight up they know nothing about me so f-ck who’s around me
i’m the one who chooses the ones that surround me
this is on a daily base i’m just afraid to say just found a way to be writing therapeutic fact is
i got trapped in the maze and i lack to escape and got lost in the music
i’m through with feeling devoted
why do i always get caught up in the moment distorting the focus i’m f-cking over it
just like the rest they thought it was bogus mate i’ve felt the same way since the 8th grade nothing’s changed but my brain uelling mayday
mistake that i make i be acheing in pain this ain’t to say i’m slowly breaking away
first i gotta take a step out the darkness it’s probably wise gotta adapt to a harness
it’s funny any second could be my last breath but first i gotta stop living in the past tense
if life is a gift why is my own wrist suicide in a brick put a knife to my wrist do i stay or try fly with my wings ah
i’m sick of waiting i wanna die in a blink
faded, but how many days will it take me
am i crazy all this sh-t humiliates me
i’ve tried my best for sh-t not to phase me
i’m only 19 pleading for someone to save me
for real
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