i'm happier when i'm sad - luminosity lyrics
i’m happier when i’m sad lyrics
[verse 1]
yeah you said that i was never there for you
that’s some bs girl cause you that i cared for you
even said id be a billionaire for you
but you selfish, yeah i was not prepared for you
unaware that you wasn’t my friend
prolly’ wanted me dead
fill my body with some lead
never wanted me to make it
i know i just think that and its not true
i just get defensive
swear it wasn’t you
ima take a walk i just need some sp*ce yeah
tryna be my best self, you know that i’m grindin’
not tryna put you on the shelf
baby you know that i’m lyin’
how i feel about myself, ‘cuz i ain’t feelin myself
but its not right so i get high just to feel fine
ill be alright
here comes the depression like i’m happier when i’m sad
‘cuz without it i ain’t workin’
i dont wanna make you mad, i still wanna be happy
but when i start to rep my own thoughts they all come attack yeah
[chorus]
i’m tryin’ and you know that
i swear that i’ll be right back
love’s lethal like its a stab
you love me i know that’s cap
i’m tryin’ and you know that
i swear that i’ll be right back
love’s lethal like its a stab
you love me i know that’s cap
i’m tryin’ and you know that
i swear that i’ll be right back
love’s lethal like its a stab
you love me i know that’s cap
[verse 2]
tryin’ but i feel empty
i need to know that you’re with me
i need you right here to kiss me
i wonder if i deserve it
‘cuz baby my time is valuable
my questions are insoluble
intrusive they’re unstoppable
my head hurts it’s not optional
not toppable
i try so hard baby i swear that its phenomenal
but it all ends the same like i said its untoppable
trying to believe in the gospel
but its been hard when lately i’ve been feeling awful
[chorus]
i’m tryin’ and you know that
i swear that i’ll be right back
love’s lethal like its a stab
you love me i know that’s cap
i’m tryin’ and you know that
i swear that i’ll be right back
love’s lethal like its a stab
you love me i know that’s cap
i’m tryin’ and you know that
i swear that i’ll be right back
love’s lethal like its a stab
you love me i know that’s cap
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