recover? - ltz real-name lyrics
[verse 1]
give a moment of silence
feeling high like i’m flying
but i’m honestly dying
i’ve just biding my time
just keep minding your business
who are you kidding
you can’t say sh-t to help me
you can’t say sh-t you’ve feeling
cause i’ve felt the same
losing my ident-ty no realname
feel like i’m sinking all this i’m feeling
my senses are fleeting my psyche is peeling
the f-ck is happening to me
the f-ck is grappling to me
its honestly baffling
do you see me laughing
you don’t know what damaging
i’m scared and panicking
at this point it’s just rambling
i don’t for misunderstandings
but…
how am i supposed to trust others
when they backstab one another
so focused on standing and numbers
everyone wants to be the front runners
will f-ck over each other
throw em to the gutters
who do you even recover
when most your friends are suicidal
one just ending it not a while ago
[bridge]
how do you recover
after you suffer
bullying from k to 10th
even thought about death
how do you recover
when you have no wealth
in bad health
and no future to think of
how do you recover
[verse 2]
when you push others away
feel terrible but on a smile anyway
in hopes of making someone else’s day
yet in a heartbeat will throw you out the way
leave you behind like you’re nothing but deadweight
they all betray but you trust them anyway
how do you convey that on the inside you decay
will they listen anyway?
no
but what if they do
they won’t
well how do you know
cause we’ve dealt with them for a while now
they never change
huh, talking to myself guess i am deranged
who knows maybe if i day i can exchange
this pitiful life for the opposite range
live a better one or maybe it’s just mange
i know my thoughts are strange
not like you’re listening anyway
how do you feel better when you dodge social situations
how do you create the foundations of good relations
when you can’t even hold a conversation
can’t even hold my attention
have horrible retention
fail 4th grade and got repeated suspensions
the tension is k!lling ms
do not mention the life i’ll leave
cause if i bleed i want to bleed
and leave no legacy
no one will even remember me
these are the thoughts i have often
maybe i’d be better in a coffin
i’ve always been at the bottom
everyone saying i’m awesome
but i just feel like im rotten
know everything about physics to quantum
yet i still feel like i’ve lost it
like i’ve forgotten
what emotions are and how to feel them
want to go to college for stem
but i will i even make it
my mind has awaken
i am forsaken
you are mistaken
if you think i’m gonna make it
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