calm and secure - love lost but not forgotten lyrics

i feel you tasting me, but i wear it with dignity
i feel you tasting me up to my eyes
on my skin i can smell the saliva of sh-theads
it stains yellow and smells like dog food
i need a place to puke
a way to fall out of my skin
i just don’t have enough skin
i need to fight you back, i need to feel okay, i need someone to put me away
jesus christ, i hope you swallow your tongue