“not asleep” (prod. syndrome) - løst lyrics
hook:
what’s left of my own devices
and now i’m in deep
i’m dreamin’ of paradises
but i’m not asleep
verse 1:
i wish you were here for me
back then when i needed you
now lately my hearts been feelin’
broken, beaten, and just torn in two
but i just wish you still cared for me’
feel the pain unbearably
lately i’ve been feelin’ suicidal
searchin’ deep inside just to find the strength to smile
if i called you would you answer or just decline?
what would you say? what would i say?
say “i love you one more time”
say “i trust you one more time”
say “i wish i could rewind just to hold you one last time”
or say a “f*ck you” one last time!
sh*t i’m not asleep but my conscience
is driftin’ away, wave tides in my head yeah i’m surfin’ away
i’m on the freeway at a fast rate
i’m on the run from home like baseball
heart steerin’ me straight but my soul
wanna aim for the wall, sh*t, sh*t
hook:
what’s left of my own devices
and now i’m in deep
i’m dreamin’ of paradises
but i’m not asleep
verse 2:
i’m lucid dreamin’ bout the days that i’ll be gone
tired of feelin’ the weakest feel i’m just another p*wn
stayin’ up from night till dawn
memories play on repeat like a song yeah
they say “find my happiness” but why even bother
when the only one i loved was my unknown lover
now i’m tryna cover up my heart with a rubber, get it?
means f*ck my feelings, whats the meanin’ when we’re
livin’ to die, i’m dyin’ to live, i don’t wanna cry
cause you never did
i’m drinkin’ again
i’m lost in my head
give me more meds
when is my death?
feel i’m in debt
breath my last breath
lay in my bed
seeing all red
seeing all red
i wish i was dead
i wish i was dead
i wish i was dead
hook:
what’s left of my own devices
and now i’m in deep
i’m dreamin’ of paradises
but i’m not asleep
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