beatbox "suicideb425" - lønely juan lyrics
intro: sample
theres only a matter of time before you screw up again isn’t it
it is inevitable
sooner or later you are going to disappoint them all over again
hook:
this house i’m trapped inside
suicideb425
just lost my grandpops, i ain’t know him when he was alive
gotta kick it up a notch, i ain’t going hard enough now
better give this all i got ‘fore my one shot start passing around
verse 1:
i just wanna be one of the goats
the pain in my heart make it harder to cope
my aunt and her spouse going hard on the coke
saw the b*tch slit her wrist at seven years old
watched n*ggas cook crack
give it to moms
couldn’t even do sh*t
i was only five
everything that i’m saying
right here and right now
never cap, so just listen to juan
verse 2:
when i got molested, they ain’t do sh*t
caught me watching p*rn
and they abused me
found an escape in the music
got beat in the head till a knot started blooming
same knot that i walked in the school with
same school that i brought me a tool in
don’t believe me
just ask all the students
i got suspended for a dozen
verse 3:
molested by cousin
molested a cousin
can’t hide from the monster that i was becoming
they ain’t ask me nothing
they just started judging
got kicked out in 2012
yeah we was bumming
h*ll yeah we was homeless, ’bout me you know nothing
so don’t try to act like you know me or something
cause i’mma put you in your place
time to get rude like i’m jake
get the fours up out the box
matching feet to the locs
had to sleep in bus stops
verse 4:
facing brain damage from my circumstances
i’m that lonely kid that was abandoned by my whole family
plus, one of my role models laced me
give ’em h*ll like hades
yuh
hook:
this house i’m trapped inside
suicideb425
just lost my grandpops, i ain’t know him when he was alive
gotta kick it up a notch, i ain’t going hard enough now
better give this all i got ‘fore my one shot start passing around
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