fireside chat - logan alexander lyrics
i keep on getting greedy
forgot that i’m an understudy and that no one needs me
i say i’m different but the pattern always keep repeating
i’ve been at the end of my wits
tonight i’m losing my sh*t
so i’ll just f*cking let you see me
for the man i am
who’s mainly just the man that i was
i reminisce behind the stage
fluorescent lights above are buzzing
still uncomfortable with what i am
so i’ll pretend to change
always rooted to my agony
but it’s because i have to be
i’m grey
sick of the cycle
is it a carnival trick or a tragedy
wish it was apathy
but now i live in a memory
made what i hatе my identity
i’m always lying a little
when i say i’m suffеring
stagnating waiting until i’m honest
astonished by how long it’s takes
sardonically screaming and knowing that n0body noticed it’s fake
yeah i’m an incredible beast
the master of knowing i’m wanted the least
but i still ignore all the signs i embellish
cause i’m self*righteously selfish
someone should tell him
he’ll never be more than a second priority
on what authority could he believe
that he moved past his past
the lasting passion never leaves
i’m sickly
act like my state is a mystery
misdirected by my history
stuck to a pattern
reality scatters my mind
rewinding the tape in my misery
always reliving
the things that i haven’t forgiven
myself for
i couldn’t dwell more on what’s lost
but if you bring it up i shrug it off
cause i think i’m in love with the fog
dead set on a detriment making his way home
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