r45.4 (irritation) - lmyc lyrics
my mind’s a h**rder
like a disorder
you n*ggas out of wack
so i’ll put you into order
you fake ass n*ggas so two face
are you bipolar
this masks to tight on me
so imma show ya, geez
all these thoughts just make me want to implode
every minute living mixed episodes
what’s that?
a word of your creation no
let’s read by definition, so
i know you have your problems
living with anxiety
but seriously think about constantly thinking suicidally
even during happy time, i’m always agitated
i get so f*cking sick of appetite dysregulation
phychotic features
i feel like my thoughts aren’t even mine
im apathetic
enthusiasm doesn’t even cross my mind
fake smiles i put on for friends, so throw aside, all these twisted evils trapped inside my mind
when i look at the mirror i can’t find my own reflection
cause i don’t see myself
i see someone with my complexion
i try to treat my friends the best. lay their life flat on a platter
so i feel reassurance that my life actually matters
but in your mind i’m great
stay around the same weight
i f*cking say the same things
but in my head it’s mayday
so on the f*cking same day
the way i laughed the same way
i just lay down in bed i hold it in
and hope i don’t break
confidence a mirage
laughs a disguise
to hide from loved ones the trapped demons living inside
neglection spreading like infection
can find my way around it
no matter from which perception
my brain has so many f*cking hole
you might need some protection
the end of the line, so it’s in pieces no in segments
so many personalities just might put it in sections
for reference it’s a picky eater without a preference
my heads a full house
but exactly what cards am i dealing
confusion sets
my brain resets
paralyzed my only feeling
they say we’re all human
but to me i am reptilian
to live my days with a mask
i feel like the madvillan
i said
my heads a full house
but exactly what cards am i dealing
confusion sets
my brain resets
paralyzed my only feeling
they say we’re all human
but to me i am reptilian
to live my days with a mask
i feel like the madvillan
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