perfect - liu khang lyrics
[intro]
ooh*woah, ohh
ooh*woah
[verse 1]
i’m far from perfect, i’m just another man
who got a side of your momma left on the [?] with no plan (ooh*woah)
i know you grow up to resent me, you probably already hate me
in this world all by yourself, i know it’s drivin’ you crazy
but look, yo, i was scared, i wasn’t ready for a family
on top of that, we’d always fight, your mama couldn’t stand me
i just felt that maybe you’d be better off without your daddy
’cause if i had stayed, child support, it would’ve had me
i would starve, lose my house, wouldn’t know your whereabouts
barely got to see you, confused in and out you parents’ house
how would i have raised my daughter if i’m still a little boy?
drinkin’ and doin’ drugs, can’t raise my girl around that noise
so i wrote this letter ’cause i think about you every day
if i ever got to meet you, what words could i even say?
i could beg for your forgiveness, could you look me in my face?
get on my knees and apologize because i ran away
warned you about these wars ’cause you more than just a queen
if you ever loved somebody, just make sure he ain’t like me
i imagine your pretty face, how perfect that you are
though we never met, i always see your face inside the stars
because you perfect, i swear to god you perfect
i know that i ain’t sh*t but i promise that you worth it
the world, you deserve it; wasn’t there when she birthed you
and i’m sorry that i hurt you but you way too perfect, i don’t deserve you
[break]
[verse 2]
dear daddy, my mommy said i’m perfect
but if that was true, then why the f*ck do i feel worthless?
my own father, he [?], you can’t call this thing a family
i swear, without you here, all i felt was pure insanity
my momma said you loved me, i should be chasin’ these checks
but instead, i’m chasin’ men with the same kind of neglect
lookin’ for this type of love that could fill my daddy’s sp*ce
but quite frankly, this ain’t nothin’ close to a father’s place
i keep hearin’ that i’m perfect but i know that i ain’t worth sh*t
every time i meet a man, i swear it feels like i’m rehearsing
you never taught me how to be loved, how to be worshipped
every time i build a bridge, i’ve only learned to go and burn it
trust issues is just the surface of what i’ve come to obtain
how the f*ck you [?] been in the blood that runs outside your veins?
can’t believe my momma decided to give me your last name
when i think about you, n*gga, all i ever feel is rage
what can i say? that the man who made me don’t even want me
when i grow up, something like you is definitely what i won’t be
but i’ll chase after these men like you whenever i feel lonely
’cause that’s your way of love and that’s the only thing you taught me
i ain’t perfect, i deserve to be ran through, spit on and left
that these men, they ain’t wrong for treatin’ me with disrespect
that the b*tches out my blood is the one thing you possess
that i ain’t sh*t and a mistake, and that’s the reason why you left
you said i’m perfect, right?
[outro: paper crumpling sounds]
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