sisyphus (bonus) - lilvzexy lyrics
[intro]
yeah ayy yeah ayy yeah
[hook]
feel like sisyphus caught right in a struggle uphill
rent due bills here gotta keep my mind clear
i been beaten down so much it only gave me strength
chapter 2 i’m coming in told you that’s it’s never late
hold up wait, i’ve seen so much i know you couldn’t even handle
story on the mantle, father left i had to battle
i still count my blessings even though i live without ’em
seeing my momma cry i’m really tryna make it happen
[verse 1]
every day isn’t a promise please remember that
i’ve had so many people put a knife right in my back
but i’m up, and i’m never finna lack all these losses turned to lessons soon my story will be stacked
like, i’m determined to go make right all the wrongs i’ve faced
do this for my brothers rip that’s to this day
lost ’em in the war and ever since it’s never been the same
what a shame, sometimes i feel i’m the one to blame
but i know that i’ma make a change
feeling strange with this trauma building in my brain
this is different than some sh*t you’ve heard before
feel like j cole it’s a cold cold world, d*mn
[hook]
feel like sisyphus caught right in a struggle uphill
rent due bills here gotta keep my mind clear
i been beaten down so much it only gave me strength
chapter 2 i’m coming in told you that’s it’s never late
hold up wait, i’ve seen so much i know you couldn’t even handle
story on the mantle, father left i had to battle
i still count my blessings even though i live without ’em
seeing my momma cry i’m really tryna make it happen
[verse 2]
gotta go, gotta go, momma, this is all i know
doing it for you cuz without it we got nothing here to show
keep on preserving like my flows
you gon listen to my album and feel the pain within my woes
goes to show why i’m built the way i f*cking am
took in all the pressure now i’m strong like diamonds
find my vision in my fans don’t think you really understand
my legacy forever you gon know my story d*mn well
been through h*ll and back but i know i’m not stopping here
put in too much time to sit and watch i got no fear
if you listen to my message hear it loud and clear
only way you be remembered if you persevere
[hook]
feel like sisyphus caught right in a struggle uphill
rent due bills here gotta keep my mind clear
i been beaten down so much it only gave me strength
chapter 2 i’m coming in told you that’s it’s never late
hold up wait, i’ve seen so much i know you couldn’t even handle
story on the mantle, father left i had to battle
i still count my blessings even though i live without ’em
seeing my momma cry i’m really tryna make it happen
[verse 3]
people cappin’ but i’m always staying true that’s to my word
so when i say i’m gonna make it haters get disturbed
i don’t give a f*ck about what anybody think
been through so much damage still repairing as we speak
opposite of weak i got scars to show the proof
when you see me in the street then you see what i can do
i could never take defeat even in my lowest days
yeah, this victory is sweet even after all the pain cuz i
[hook]
feel like sisyphus caught right in a struggle uphill
rent due bills here gotta keep my mind clear
i been beaten down so much it only gave me strength
chapter 2 i’m coming in told you that’s it’s never late
[verse 4]
hold up wait, feeling great cuz i know this work is paying off
rip my brothers say it till the day i drop
what you want? no matter the problem just go show ’em that you really out here balling while these other people front, d*mn
i know my legacy is finna be written in stone
momma promise one day i’ma put you in a home
getting deep into my thoughts when i’m stuck alone
chapter 2 i told you that i’m coming strong
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