depression - liltrapdog lyrics
[intro]
i don’t know if this is something
that i wanna keep doing
with my life
i guess i’ll find out
[verse]
pain, that’s an old friend
apathy, it’s grabbing me
weighing me down like gravity
laying in the pits of depravity
go ahead, take a stab at me
i’m sicker and i’m crippled by the madness see
’cause this demons appetite it’s rabid see
it be feeding on the time that’s passing me, d*mn
k, thinking bout the things that are hard for myself, nothing
did it all for myself, really
reaching for the pills on the top of the shelf, don’t do it
i can’t, i’m awful again
this morphine is offering this shelter
i’m a poor orphan
just gotta pour more feeling in my pores and my orifices, nah
i just really gotta fight this sh*t
i been sick up to the day then the night with this sh*t
sick a minute, pain with a knife in this sh*t
pain is in your way, out my mind with this sh*t
stop it, get out of my head
ima fight this feeling ’till i end up dead
i am k!lling off these demons just to say that i did, nah
ima do it for myself
everything i do, ima do it for myself
my minds selfish, but it’s locked in a cell
and it’s left me helpless
you’d say the same things if you felt this sh*t
you’d be the same way if you felt this sh*t
you’d hate your own brain if you felt this sh*t
this ain’t a game, ’cause i’m feeling insane
everyday is a battle, this sh*t ain’t a f*cking game man, f*ck
ask me ’bout the way that i treat myself
ask me if i really wanna be myself
i don’t really wanna be myself
i wanna see myself happy
but even that’s just a sad dream
no matter how i grab
it’s just out of reach
and i’m thinking that they just gotta to see the talent that i have
it’ll come back to me
but actually it’s a fallacy
it’s the feeling that i have that’s grabbing me
and choking me
every hater that been mad at my tracks
you can deep*throat this, no, f*cking choke on it
this ain’t a godd*mn joke
it’s a promise that i made to myself
never give up
never give in
all the lines that i written
learn from ’em
yearn from ’em
like i burn from ’em
[outro]
but i always gotta learn from ’em
you always gotta learn
that no matter how sad you are
no matter how depressed you are
you can always come back from that, you can always put in effort
to keep doing your best, you can fight through that
make motivation a thing
make it happen for yourself
that’s what i gotta do
see you in the next one
later
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