in the dark - lilc843 lyrics
in the dark
are good, squad b*tch
living life raw
true testament, man is no affliction
withdraws, depression, n*gga we all got addictions
they quick to point the finger at me
but they don’t know my story
i spent winters in the cold, inside my daddy van
went to work, did 8 hour shifts inside my daddy van
wanted to tell my mama how i was living
but she wouldn’t understand
living life behind them chrysler windows
it all feel the same
smoking mirrors bleeding internally and wish ya feel my pain
heavy duty chevrolet, let’s see you still feel the same
i’m from a place where n*ggas deep inside the intеrsection
glocks don’t keep you safe, they keep you lockеd inside the system
n*ggas
my dad was on this ball paper when they collided with him
22 years, 36 months, four life cycles, judge band together
how my dad going be the system n*gga
fulton county early winters
late summers with some paying visits
i been where you been
lil buddy we all adolescents
we was stepping with them steppers
but i was stepping in the wrong direction
my brother put me on the rapping ‘cuz i seen progression
living for my daddy n*gga ‘cuz i’m my daddy’s b*st*rd
yeah, i’m my daddy’s b*st*rd
you know these n*ggas man, these n*ggas point the finger at me, man
but they don’t understand where i came from, you know what i’m saying
lock down 23 hours a day, n*gga i seen my dad do that sh*t
n*gga these n*gga don’t understand
and why they may not get it
some sh*t ain’t for other n*ggas to understand
you know what i’m saying
some things you got to walk in them shoes to be able to dog on
you know, testify to, you feel me
so i’mma just get my little piece real quick, yo
hey, hey, man, i did this sh*t the hard way
how many long nights? how many long days?
got many fans and, bro, they f*ck with me the long way
that’s how i know that i ain’t doing sh*t the wrong way
i told my cousin to be calm inside that prison cell
and he replied, “i’m trying big cuz, don’t never come to jail”
lost a lot of n*gga on my travels, that’s the price of fame
made me question if i even want to make it in this game
gave my all and i don’t give a f*ck that’s what i had to do
got some faith and started trying to get a better attitude
‘cuz when you broke, the people who you chill with, they be down for you
and when it’s time to start investing money, they got sh*t to do
i did it on my own and that’s the truth, i don’t have sh*t to prove
f*ck a mob, i walk around with an army dressed in army suits
i’m trying to be the best that i can be, so why you hating me?
i love you still and i don’t even have an issue helping you
that’s just how i am, my father turned me to a man
the day i fell up off that bike, i cried and he ain’t give a d*mn
i try to keep my f*cking enemies just as close as i can see
if i could, i would have him as my right*hand man
so when he switch, i can know his every move
call for a meet and start blasting at the fool
i’m just trying to chase a dream, a dream they said i couldn’t reach
grammy told me i would make it before i told the rest in peace
rest in peace to my grandmama, man
rest in peace to my n*gga benji
man, free my n*gga jamo man
and if you ever lost somebody
put one hand in the air and let him know that you talking to him right now
let them know that you pointing at him, you know what i’m saying
and let them know that you doing this sh*t for yourself
and you doing this sh*t for them too
because believe me, they looking down on you
and they looking after all of the success that you made n*gga
on me
i’m out
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