all i rap about is death & despair - lil revive lyrics
[verse 1]
loving myself but it hurts sometimes
suicide note, got it in my mind
drop ten bands, couldn’t k!ll my pride
and i ride for the fans but it hurts sometimes like
every night it haunts me, i just wanna end my life
pick that bottle up again and then i’ll run into the knife, saying like
i don’t wanna go back home, swear i’m still trapped inside it
i don’t wanna go back home, my soul, i can’t find it
and all i ever write about is death and despair
but those feelings always fade away, they just don’t compare
[chorus]
to, you, and to you, i pray to god that you don’t run
take one step i’ll load the gun, just to fire at my emptiness
[verse 2]
got clean but every day still miss it, crushed up pills really blind my vision
2019 worst year of my life but i came right back now i’m back on the grind
back then really thought i had a death wish
still do but this time i won’t suppress it
smoked green just to ease the aggression
but it never gets rid of my depression
look inside, yeah my soul’s all black
never really thought they f*cking with me like that
just a young dumb kid, now that kid got plaques
and he burst right through and he got the last laugh like
[verse 3]
but no matter my successes
that noose stay tied round my neck, sh*t
twenty*six, still got so many questions
i feel blessed but it never really set in
every day i don’t wanna wake up
been so long since i felt love
one more day, i might draw blood
i don’t even wanna try to fix my mistakes
[pre*chorus]
you save me from myself when i get closer to the flames
when i’m lost and in the darkness, i still know i’ll find a way
[chorus]
to, you, and to you, i pray to god that you don’t run
take one step i’ll load the gun, just to fire at my emptiness
Random Song Lyrics :
- the ghost of john stokedton - set the sun lyrics
- money, money, money - gunilla backman lyrics
- december - dante miller lyrics
- overtures - we cut corners lyrics
- pariah - steven wilson lyrics
- new era - joell ortiz x !llmind lyrics
- apex - chaos lyrics
- incoming - jam baxter lyrics
- no long talk (drake cover) - the mc i lyrics
- withdrawal intro - atm (new orleans) lyrics