myself - lil ray q lyrics
[intro]
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ray q
[verse 1]
i wake up every morning, i look in the mirror, i ain’t been feeling myself
i’m the type to help anyone with anything but not even care for myself
help other people out, but i let all my sh-t stack up like the books that are on shelves
why don’t you go out? never tell them the truth, i just say that i can’t cause my health
my pain won’t get out, i don’t tell anyone, i don’t want em to feel sh-t i’ve felt
no matter what happens, i hate and i’m not the type to just go ask for some help
live my life slow-paced, it feels like a game and i’m playing in stealth
having thoughts everyday, i swear i’ll still be sad even with the wealth
[verse 2]
if i look at old pictures or even myself in the mirror, theres a tear
sometimes i wish i could look at both and just be joyful and cheer
my biggest help would be god but i wish i could see him down here
i wish i could get happiness and brew it with me like some d-mn beer
people i loved cut themselves away from me like some fur and shears
there’s been a lot of times i broke my own heart, pain felt like a spear
god tells me that i’m a young boy and i still got many many years
depression says that my life’s f-cked up, death is really really near
late nights that i struggled, felt like doing that same sh-t as the dear
try my best to love myself and look forward not the rear
my future looks blurry gotta change my lenses make it clear
gotta get my gl-sses right, wipe off any smear
[bridge]
you know, this is all real facts that i’m speaking right now
everything that i talk about in this song, has happened or is happening right now
[verse 3]
i wake up every morning, i look in the mirror, i ain’t been feeling myself
i swear to god all this sh-t that i’m going though is pretty much, like i’m living through h-ll
hope i can turn my life, into something way better because right now it’s really just stale
my d-mn depression won’t let me go just like the judge that denied tay-k’s bail
i used to like to go out, now i’m always here at home
for some reason everywhere i go i feel like i’m trapped, i can’t roam
wish i could search for the answer to the pain, no google chrome
wish the loved ones returned back, like some memory foam
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