★☀︎ tragedy / wishes ☀︎♪ - lil motor lyrics
[part i: tragedy]
(motor)
so girl, whatchu want from me?
why you always taunting me?
why you gonna talk to me, the next day, not respond to me? (the next day not respond to me?)
well, it isn’t hard to see our relationships tarnishing
i be showing love, but my compliments ain’t commodities
and this sh*t happens constantly
girl after girl (girl after girl)
day in, and day out (day in, and day out)
what this sh*t about? (what this sh*t about?)
i would tell you that you’re beautiful, but you would never listen
plus you don’t love me anyway, so it’s not a good decision
maybe you won’t admit it, but you can’t really see the vision
or maybe you’re oblivious and just can’t see my position
but it’s difficult, and here’s the issue:
i got so attached, all i think about’s being with you
cause, you held my hand through this
stayed through all the damages
made through all the scandals, but i wasn’t really planning this
and now i got an eye for you
maybe i would die for you
i won’t get around it, you said “i don’t got the time for you
i got another guy, and he gets twice as many likes as you
he brings me out like every night, and he has way more ice than you
he gets paid way more money to spit colder, iller lines than you
and if you saw his platinum plaque, it probably woulda blinded you
he’s way more nice to me, he buys me everything i want
and this dude never tells me no, i bring it up and then it’s bought”
“okay then, i don’t want you either, someone else can take your spot”
“b*tch are you kidding me?”
“nah, you was just a thot”
but then you bring me in again
i give up, and you win again
loving you is a sin again
this endless cycle’s cripplin’
so this what my condition is, such a big predicament
i’m flexible for you, it’s like i’m playing games of f*cking twister
while you sit there, and you laugh at me
how did we even get here? swear this sh*t is such a tragedy
need to know you’re bad for me
the way i feel is bafflin’
i do sh*t with extravagance to try and make you look at me
cause you’re really hooking me
but just by the looks of it, ain’t really how you look at it
so imma walk away now
you want me to stay now?
oh yeah, i’m your “bae” now?
i’m just getting played now
f*ck up out my face now
you have a good day now
[part ii* wishes]
uh
i look forward to the day where you assh0l*s stop posting nba youngboy quotes you’ll never live by
or maybe to the day where i am able to put everything aside from my past traumas and begin to forgive my
father for everything that he’s done, cause right now i got pent up anger, and all it does is make me so negative
i, want him to know i hope he’s alive, but also everything he does just leads me further down this path of pain and it drives
me away from him, but anyway
since then, i’ve seen some better days
i had to give my brain a break
so in the future, i could later maybe wake up
from my imagination of this all just being fake
because i cannot run away
and there is nothing that can make up
for what has happened previously
it felt just like a dream to me
or maybe like a nightmare, all these throughts just seem to take up
my whole entire head
until i wish that i was dead
or maybe filled up with some lead, but i realize i gotta stay up
past pain and past differences should not mean sh*t to me
why do i spend my whole life stressing over my history?
i realized the presence is a valuable gift to me
i ask whoever’s with me to try to stay and stick with me
sometimes, mom, i wonder if you’re up there missing me
i remember wishing that this life would just be quick for me
i remember watching my life go bad, the plot thickening
but i know she’d wanna see me big, so now i’m figuring
[outro]
out, what to do
i’m in a drought, and now i’m screwed
i hate to love, because of you
it’s not your fault, we’re only human
i start to dwell, and now i’m down
fell in the well, i start to drown
everyone’s wishing above ground
and i’m down here, wishing for you, b*tch
can’t figure out, what to do
i’m in a drought, and now i’m screwed
i hate to love, because of you
it’s not your fault, we’re only human
i start to dwell, and now i’m down
fell in the well, i start to drown
everyone’s wishing above ground
and i’m down here, wishing for you, b*tch
yeah, uh
(motor)
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