flawless - lil jc lyrics
(lil j.c & chorus)
my mind has fallen into the deep hole
and its f*cking daring me
this depression everyone told me about
doesnt let me be
all i wanna do is, drink hennesy
and overdose myself with ecstasy
i give advice but they dont care, apparently not fair
choosing wrong decisions is my worst f*cking nightmare
all i want to do is make people happy and no tears
trying to accomplish this for so many f*cking years
if you wanna be like us, just keep on dreaming
all this hard work, i went through of me learning
then kept on willing for more f*cking dreaming
then i started believing, and then i felt the feeling
finally the feeling of generating positivity
i will keep on trying, till i wipe of negativity
got the motivation from my people cuz they f*cking believe in me
i dont have fake people around, that sh*t just gets to me
you see i walk around acting like i’m okay
somewhere between love and hate i can’t escape
i wake up every morning putting on a fake face
but when the sun fades and i lay in my bed i let it all escape
i let pain embrace my name and whatever else remains
i betrayed a lot and changed in many ways
i can’t see life like i did the same way
i’m always afraid i’ll make the same mistake
i don’t want my mom to ever hate
so i keep myself contained and wash all my sins down a drain
i keep everything black and grey
but there seems to be a suffer there seems to be a delay
i’m just tired of the suffer i just want to be okay
and when christmas come around i never celebrate
there just seems to a burden i can’t explain
so when they dance sway
i’ll stray and keep myself away
and i’ll sit back and appreciate a happy face
then i’ll be filled with envy and my heart will ache
(lil j.c & chorus)
my mind has fallen into the deep hole
and its f*cking daring me
this depression everyone told me about
doesnt let me be
all i wanna do is, drink hennesy
and overdose myself with ecstasy
i give advice but they dont care, apparently not fair
choosing wrong decisions is my worst f*cking nightmare
all i want to do is make people happy and no tears
trying to accomplish this for so many f*cking years
if you wanna be like us, just keep on dreaming
all this hard work, i went through of me learning
then kept on willing for more f*cking dreaming
then i started believing, and then i felt the feeling
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