i just pretend - lil epok lyrics
(vers 1)
i just pretend that i’m smiling
pretend that i’m glad
inside i’m dying, cause i’m hurt real bad
all fed up by mistakes that i’ve made
want to make a move, but i’m so god d*mn afraid
(vers 2)
always thinking of the things other people said
like how i should k!ll myself, cause i’m better off dead
that n0body likes me and my life is a mistake
some only stick around to make my heart break
(vers 3)
they lift me up only to watch my heartache
they want me to struggle when i’m fully awakе
i cried every day, only bеgging for a break
i didn’t k!ll myself for my family’s sake
(vers 4)
i couldn’t stand it, my life was too hard to take
i just held the pain in, as i watched my tears flake
and i was begging so bad for a change
always felt left out, always felt strange
(vers 5)
i don’t understand why you put me through all this pain
i just guess there were something to gain
threatening me with a knife, you’re homicidal
you made my life a living h*ll, you got me suicidal
(outro)
it’s pain, yeah life is filled with so much pain
i don’t know what to say or how to feel
cause it’s all in my brain
i forgive the ones for their actions
i guess they beat me down to see my reaction
there are no harsh feelings, there is no strife
may we be friends, in another life
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