to my dad. - lil deprez lyrics
yeah
my dad always told me stay strong before he left but im sorry i let you down cuz sh*t getting hard now i know you know how it feels i feel like giving up everyone making you look like a bad person but i just haven’t seen it, yeah it’s been 9 years it’s k!lling me i don’t know what to do anymore no no no i don’t know what to do anymore yeah
i feel so hopeless i feel so empty even tho i got the girl that i need other things are bothering me yeah it got to me i be overthinking i just want my dad back maybe he’s trying? i know he be depressed and i don’t blame him yeah the dark truth
is my mom left my dad yeah yeah
i can’t take the pain cuz it hurts so bad but im starting to get used to it im starting to be addicted to the pain cuz im so used to it i got hurt a lot i don’t want to get hurt again i don’t know how to feel about this life anymore i know my dad ain’t happy he just wants his kids back everybody makes him look like a bad person i was 3 years old i was too young for that kind of pain that’s where it all started d*mn i just want my dad back i wanna see him i hope he’s ok cuz im ok im just not great im suicidal my dads not there for me cuz you won’t let him he never had a chance yeah
this life got me f*cked up i just want to start over and have a better life but it only gets worse there’s no getting better sh*ts hard i know but i keep pushing im not at my limit yet but i feel like soon i will yeah yeah im so depressed at least he ain’t dead im not sure when i can see him tho yeah sh*ts hard i know im tired of getting treated like im nothing when i know im something yeah
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