suicidal (heartbroken) - lil deprez lyrics
i got too much pain i don’t know how im still alive life is bringing me down i got suicide on my mind
yeah im suicidal cuz what’s the point of living when i don’t got no one that cares f*ck it’s really hard to live with depression cuz it really affects my head i be really overthinking in this b*tch
midnights when i cry midnights when i could take my life why did this have to happen i’ve been trying so hard but i can never reach accomplishment i am so f*cking depressed i can’t take it anymore she is my everything if the sh*t is true i will commit suicide yeah
it’s tearing me into pieces my heart is so broken i can’t take this pain anymore no one understands how much i love her i trying to hold the tears back but their getting so strong their about to burst out im such a f*cking failure the pain causes my body to have an error yeah
it’s tearing me into pieces you can see the pain in my eyes im not the same it wasn’t supposed to be like this yeah
i know i promised i wouldn’t leave you but you hurt me im in tears writing this song i think it’s time for suicide cuz if there’s no you there’s no life yeah
i got too much pain i don’t know how im still alive life is bringing me down i got suicide on my mind
nah there’s nothing left of me i tried my best to give you every part of me and i did
but you took my heart and broke it i can’t just say f*ck you because i f*cking love you
i f*cking trusted you but i shouldn’t of cuz this is what happens with everyone who comes into my d*mn life f*ck why the f*ck does everyone hate me i didn’t even know that many people knew my ass but somehow they do and hate it i wish i wasn’t known everyone i love always turn their back on me i don’t live alone but in my mind im alone cuz i lost everyone
i don’t even deserve this the pain is so strong it’s f*cking k!lling me yeah
i got too much pain i don’t know how im still alive life is bringing me down i got suicide on my mind
yeah how did i get here i thought we were forever now you wanna f*ck with my older brother i don’t know if it’s true im praying to god that it’s not because i f*cking love you but im starting to believe it’s true i don’t wanna be against you but i will have to be it really hurts me to do it but life is a b*tch and im thinking about ending it yeah i know i told you suicide is the wrong path but serious sh*t like this is too much you shouldn’t really blame me yeah
it’s hard to believe you would do that but seen it with my own eyes why the f*ck do i always get betrayed we were supposed to last but we made almost 4 months i hope we can figure this out
cuz i really love you i don’t think you understand i would sacrifice my life for you yeah
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