cancer's restraint [acapella] - lay on the pedal™ lyrics
intro:
you can’t blame me for taking this long to let it go
when i had my whole heart in it
broken and everything
though it was broken and imperfect
it was still all i had
that i gave
verse 1:
hey doug
it’s been a long time since i’ve seen you
in some ways i wish i could be you
you’re gone but you’re home now
it was hard to stay strong
going back and forth just too long
tumor wasn’t benign they kept removing it
memory kept coming back, you had a stroke
your thoughts just kept losing it
you accepted people in. your sons ex girl wasn’t the best, she still came to support it was no stress
when you were in the bed they wanted to see you i said h*ll yes, every time
big homie you stayed on my mind
looking down from above i’m doing fine
at least trying to, myself i used to lie to
you kept it 100 yourself i was surprised dude
how could you stay so positive
more than a test, in all honest ness
you showed us all what kindness is
i’d hoped you’d be at the wedding
i hoped before death you smile to give us our blessing
when you had that last stroke, i knew it was close
even when i posted the video
you still showed love and support
you liked my note on your wall on your birthday
even after it all fell down in the worst way
i saw it coming, i told her in our secret meeting
just let me know when you pass; and when you do i don’t need to be at the burial, but at least let me know where you’re at so i can go and give my thanks and the lessons i learned
double pinky promise, sealed with a kiss
i expected you get a shout so i could reminisce
just like this but i never got it had to go to her profile to see that you weren’t wearing the living outfit
you were long gone. it was plain to see
i felt a lot of betrayal but that’s just you and me
this is all subjective they probably felt betrayed no one told them the struggle i gave effort
there’s two sides to every story and three when the truth gets told
some would call this track a very bold move
this is needed to let it go. it f*cking hurts like a knife piercing my heart real slow
this ain’t for show, it’s for me, the real me
to stay quiet would have been the route the most easy
a track’s the way to ease me. not alcohol, marijuana, p*rn
no hath fury like a woman scorned they say
whose line is it anyway?
we can save all the debating for another day…
thank you everyone for being my lesson. learn up
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