suicidal thoughts - kythre lyrics
[verse 1]
suicidal thoughts keep making their way to my brain
and there’s lots, a d-mn tidal wave of pain
that i constantly feel; i’m trying to sustain
my mental state, but it won’t heal; i might be insane
my self-esteem is so low, there’s no repairing it
my depression is extreme, and i’m declaring it
the only way i can blow off steam is if i’m sharing it
i just wanna scream and shout, so i guess i’m wearing it
on my f-ckin’ sleeve, i wanna end my life
and take a permanent leave, and go on a date with a knife
and just end it all, i mean who even cares about me?
and i don’t think you can have faith, ‘cause even i doubt me
yeah, i guess you can say that i despise myself
but i mean, everyone knows that, so why disguise myself?
why try at life, when i’d rather have a rope
tied around my f-ckin’ neck? there’s no f-ckin’ hope
i’m a disappointment to everyone that knows me personally
i’m never full of enjoyment, and i believe i’m terminally
ill with this mental illness that constantly f-cks me over
and i want to stay forever alone, like the mars rover
[verse 2]
i’m sick of motherf-ckers constantly bothering me
and asking me what’s wrong; can’t you please just leave me be?
if i wanted to talk about it, trust me, i f-ckin’ would
but i don’t want to, even though i know i prolly should
i don’t need a therapist, that t-tle belongs to the notepad
that i write on, it’s vital, yet i feel like a nomad
i wanna f-cking k!ll myself, but honestly, i’m too p-ssy
to actually go through with it, though people are f-cking pushy
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