absent - kyra horton lyrics
absent lyrics
[kyra horton]
my tears on the pillow as my bones ache for an existence i don’t yet know
biting into men who serve no purpose for me out of loneliness craving a hand to hold i miss the time to hold myself
absent when i need me most
learning to forgive myself for not being there
for leaving
for becoming engulfed in someone who could never love me as much as i could
my hand still cold
even in his hand…. my hand still holding onto the hope that he’ll be thе one
i’m the one
bеfore anyone can add to my existence i must first exist within myself
be fully present and comfortable in who i am my gaze still lowers at the signs of love
afraid it will always leave too soon
afraid someone will get tired of my smile and go off to seek someone new
believing that only i can see my beauty and no matter how much self*love i have it’ll never be enough if he doesn’t love me too
what a cynical view
i race to a finish line that only holds cliffs and ledges because i crave to feel something
even the brokenness of a fall
i’ll apologize now for leaving
i know i can’t stay long
i often run when i should stay
and stay much too long
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