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feelings - kolten lyrics

[verse: kolten]
i’m insecure and i hate being me
cutting myself so i can watch it bleed
i hate waking up i’ve had enough
suicide is on my mind all the time
i’m embarr-ssed that i’m weird
i’m embarr-ssed that my dad disappeared
i’m embarr-ssed that i don’t have a friend
i’m embarr-ssed i was in special ed
i’m embarr-ssed that i’m sleeping on a p-ss stained bed
i hate the way i look
i hate that i’m a crook
i hate that i had my heart took
i hate that i never leave my nook
i never leave my room let alone house
i’m living in my tomb
my eyeb-lls are drywall
f-cking up ever since i came out the womb
i feel like ima die young
i can hear my heart beat just like a drum
the silence makes my ears bleed
the darkness makes my soul fade
like when the escort gets paid
these decisions we made
were they worth it
i feel worthless
whats my purpose
i’m so numb i’m so lost
getting tossed like trash
but let me bring it back
i’m embarr-ssed that i’m ugly
i’m embarr-ssed that i love a girl that don’t love me
i’m embarr-ssed that i don’t know how to manage money
i’m embarr-ssed that when i yawn my eyes get runny
i hate that i sleep all day
i hate that i can’t find a way to get out of bed
or get some motivation in my head
i hate that i can’t communicate my emotions
my hearts frozen
i feel an explosion coming
everyone is better off just running
before i snap and i’m violent
start cutting like a diet
wanna run away from home
everybody fake no matter where i go
i need to escape i need a break from myself
i don’t want help

- kolten lyrics

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