transformation, no more pain - koko londyn lyrics
[verse]
woke up while i expected to have some fine days
my emptiness will probably fade, i think it’s a just a phase
usually draw just to hide away from all the angered pain
no d-mn scribbles, just dead bodies, and their bursted veins
i didn’t wanna just fight cause i’d cave in a couple skulls
even if i’m just living at home, everything was f-cking dull
so i tried my hand at walking home while i was all alone
till a big nice car gave me a ride, said he will take me home
hours f-cking later, i’m in a bed with my underwear by my head
he came right through the door, ready to get between my legs
i felt a big, hard, rod entering right into my guts
it went on for hours, and i think i was bleeding from my guts
he’d maybe start making me scream if i knew how to speak
i’m glad i couldn’t, cause so far, everything was looking bleak
i guess no one would believe me, specially since i was transitioned
i bet they all laugh and judge because i was going through resistance
they found him up in this trash home, they knew he did me wrong
and i was only 6 years old to know what’s going on
“where’s my f-cking mama at? i’m sorry, i was wrong”
i survived, so they praised me for being f-cking strong
they’d probably point and laugh if i was to ever tell my story
so why the f-ck should i care if i went through purgatory
it doesn’t matter now. cause i’m f-cking home
[verse 2]
it just p-sses me off when i know the fact that me being in this inst-tution will soon bring ruin to my heart
too many people are unforgiven, that’s a given, they got way too many people in this room, spiral minds are driven
matter of fact, they got a 5 year old girl in this sh-t
she acts all buddy buddy when she be asking for d-ck and sh-t and she
asking her roommates from down south to have her p-ssy l!cked
then she gets all mad and fights them cause she has a hissy fit
did me the worst, she was just begging to have her fingers bit
don’t think i’m crazy, it’s just tough when you go through a lot of sh-t
i hear they playing “bad and boujee” on the radio, there’s
too much kids in here, the reception is a f-cking ratio
it was torture. i just wanna f-cking scorch her
treat me like sh-t. but f-ck that sorry for your loss sh-t
nowadays, it’s still a struggle with crying for help
broke up with my ex girl cause someone offered to help
she thought it was f-cking nice to leave me to figure herself out, but spent a year and half doing the same sh-tty route, f-ck that fake deep sh-t, you a b-tch and ain’t worth sh-t, i’m glad the guy that i’m with now treats me right, so f-ck you, b-tch
[verse 3]
hey dad, want you to know that it’s your son calling
recalling all the fun times we had inside the car, and at the house
either playing games or teaching me to be a powerhouse
for the fam, and d-mn, i got a girl that wants to be my spouse
it’s still a shocker to me to see and think that you’re gone from me but i made it a mission to be unique in this world, make music and get the loads of riches, all the expensive homes
be great in graphic design, and sell some fancy clothes
i know i got some talent, feel it in my heart
and i don’t care anymore about the ones that have a lack of art
i know i’m special. excel higher than most
put in a lot detail, and yeah i’m known to boast
i’m gonna finish school. i am the king that rules
i’ll be the riot in london, for you, i’ll make it
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