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so low - kodie lyrics

[verse one]
champagne flowing, everybody toasting
but i’m not really enjoying myself
’cause lately i’ve been trying to find myself
burned out, haven’t really been myself
’cause music has always been like a good friend of me
what happened to them days when it used to be my therapy?
somewhere along the line it all changed
and became business, soon as i reached fame
i stopped being me
i let the people in the industry dictate who i should be
now it’s all about status, who you know, who you hang with
everybody looking for names to make friends with
i look confident but im insecure as f*ck
i’m just so d*mn good at disguising it
i get jealous sometimes of other artists
seeing them doing good while i’m dealing with my hardships
i can’t sleep at nights i got too many thoughts
i gotta work on my flaws, but i don’t know where to start
people say i’m k!lling it
but deep down inside i’m really not feeling it
everything is filtered, nothing is natural
this race for attention got people to brag and boast
all we ever talk about is streams and likes
why don’t we change subject and talk about life
why don’t we unveil these lies that we are living
and start looking inside these hearts that we are given
i wrote this just to let you know
this is how i feel when the curtains are closed
chorus
i don’t let it show
and n0body around me knows
i feel so low
and i don’t really know where to go
i’m feeling so lost in my life
so unhappy, i’m trying to find my way back home
where i really belong
and don’t feel so alone

[verse two]
no creativity, no passion
i used to write 2 songs a day
nowadays im just sitting in the studio for days
just hangin on social media, scrolling my time away
hey, i’m so uninspired
i feel like the fire inside me is dying
i don’t feel like i used to
about my music i just do it ‘cause i’m forced to
wanna do something else but i’m stuck in this lifestyle
i wanna break free from the deals that i’ve signed
i wanna live life
i wanna have fun again, be with my family and my friends again
i don’t feel like going on stage
i’m too d*mn depressed
too tired to press play
people think my life is fun and games
they have no idea what it’s like man, i’m drained
tour life is k!lling me, i’m fighting for energy
the stress, the pressure, the fear, they’re starting to get to me
to the point i’m mishandling my health
i need to start taking better care of myself
the parties, the alcohol, the s*x, drugs, the rock n roll
around the globe, no place to call home
i done gave my fans my very best
but now it’s time i help myself, i need a rest
chorus
i don’t let it show
and n0body around me knows
i feel so low
and i don’t really know where to go
i’m feeling so lost in my life
so unhappy, i’m trying to find my way back home
where i really belong
and don’t feel so alone

[verse three]
i’m suffering in silence
a hundred people around me
and still i feel lonely like an island
i could use some guidance
to get me out of this mental prison
and take away the pain that i’m hiding
‘cause that’s what i’ve been doing all the time
escaping instead of fixing what’s broken inside
i need someone to talk to, someone who understands
someone who’s really there, someone who really cares
but i’m not alone i’ve seen it from up close
on the real a lot of artists are feeling real low
depressive episodes, but they don’t let it show
the fear of losing fans got ‘em playing these roles
putting up a facade on social media posts
they don’t really dare to look into their own souls
afraid to be themselves so they wearing a mask
to impress the others in the game, it’s all an act
and the game is full of narcissists, people wanna take
and give nothing back, they want the whole cake
up*and*coming artists that’s coming up in the game
best beware, the industry is a pit full of snakes
the streams, the views, the brag, the hype
i’m so d*mn tired of chasing them f*ckin’ likes
this superficial lifestyle doesn’t feel right
staying relevant really comes at a price
i can understand why so many do drugs
they wanna k!ll that pain, they wanna feel loved
a lot of artists need help
to deal with their demons and find their way to mental health
that’s real
chorus
i don’t let it show
and n0body around me knows
i feel so low
and i don’t really know where to go
i’m feeling so lost in my life
so unhappy, i’m trying to find my way back home
where i really belong
and don’t feel so alone

- kodie lyrics

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