jaded - kobe jay lyrics
[verse 1]
days grow longer as i grow tired
and my passion shrinks further, oh, to be uninspired
lost my fob, who’d knew that cause it
you say, “only if you want to.” okay, got it
i don’t feel good, my brain wants to throw up
i’m mentally drained, please interrupt
it’s a television, but please hit skip
’cause otherwise, i will want to quit
[verse 2]
i lost my motivation
my brain has left the station
my muscles begin to melt
now i sleep with a belt
freaking out, i don’t wanna be seen
isolation, freedom
i don’t wanna be seventeen
[chorus]
i’m not jaded, i’m not jaded
i’m just antic*p*ting for the day i feel free and not hesitative
and i’m done with my days where it’s ending with shame
and i just wanna be proud of who i became
[bridge]
close to death but i’m not afraid
and i’m okay knowing i may fade
stuck writing the same thing over and over
everything’s the same and no one’s sober
[verse 3]
watching my life fall into my hands
i slowly close it, i do not understand
this is all i wanted but it isn’t what i planned
i’m watching my world collapse to sand
with the rain on it all and the feeling of it fall
i just know our time is ending
i’m static from this earth and i’m ecstatic to feel worth
until the day i feel alive
[verse 4]
two plus two ain’t four
i don’t want no more
give yourself a war
asking for a door
is this evermore?
or should i ignore
wanna be adored
on my knees implored
[chorus]
i’m not jaded, i’m not jaded
i’m just antic*p*ting for the day i feel free and not hesitative
and i’m done with my days where it’s ending with shame
and i just wanna be proud of who i became
[chorus]
i’m not jaded, i’m not jaded
i’m just antic*p*ting for the day i feel free and not hesitative
and i’m done with my days where it’s ending with shame
and i just wanna be proud of who i became
[outro]
you’re an idiot!
you declined my phone call!
hey, kobe
i just wanna be proud of who i became
you have the worst, worst, worst voicemail ever
kobe, i swear to god if you don’t pick up, again
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