anklewater - kiwi smoke lyrics
wrapping gifts for my father on his birthday while listening to ginger
luxury always dies but connection lasts forever
i didn’t know that years ago so i sold my vendetta
had to buy it back but that came with a cost, obviously
simple direction in life & family lost, obviously
started feeling like the only one out of them all, obviously
can’t even sit properly n write this song, obviously
my face on the phone
im driven by fear and i know it
im thankful my brain likes to hallucinate
im afraid of every single moment
because all of them can lead to pure decay
and honestly i think that is my purpose
because im starting to like my bruised up shape
im developing into again
its a process that doesnt seem to replace me, its disassociation
i keep the second copy floating around roaming the big internet
i got me fished out, cast out, iron the crease, other side of the fence
when i pull up with something traumatic on me, does that count as self*defense?
i gotta sit here, with my wrists tied, my two legs bind, to the ground crying, cause i know i
can’t open up to who i owe
i should keep close but i know they know that i treat them like foe
its not they arent but its going to be the biggest backstab that they know
some of them dont even deserve it, i dont want to hold them to their throat
i dont wanna abandon my sister, i dont know how she will cope
i dont know how ill abandon my grandmama, she won’t know that im hope
i can’t even talk to them, cement screen, prison visitation closed
i can’t even talk to them, mouth and brain fermented like pho
can’t be loss of translation because im done sending back a message
i know how this goes, youre not respecting
i know how this goes, you act depressing
i know how this goes
how many times to need to tell you that i know
i wish i could shoot ~~bullet~~s through your dome
i can play tha villain if u want
toe goin numb
my jaw locked
self esteem in the dump
say my name 3 times
promise u
my face gon b in ya mirror reflectin’ ya actions
actually, it ain past sh*t that got u laughin
the thoughts that keep u actin’ on impulse
ten toes down
drop down on ya face like u floatin’
hopin’ ts lil drink keep me tipsy enough 2 dive in
no remarks for the swollen tongues
too egregious for sweatin’ out my defense regions
ik some n*ggas out there detest eating great
down in the nether, all i had was darkness & lava in a f*cking cave
burnt ashes mixed wit the blunts
face me sideways & spit the tobacco out
pretty pennies flipped for lenny typefaces
i cry in these blank sp*ces swiftly
tailormade baggy pants
no suits for a skinny ass n*gga like me
can’t define my features
can’t entertain no mediocre sh*t
twists in these blunts we rollin’ by hand
animated & spun by clay
see u from around my way
the fool got grazed by a sharpened blade
mucus get slashed by the exhales
remember when all i had was thoughts clouded in that dreary well
live 2 tell the tale, come back
get the veil 2 ya face
kissin’ all up on the bride
blood wiped up
gon b as red as u think
mother varmint in her truest glory
u can’t harm me
in the light we praised under
forcefield of worship
was so clear that it ain work
i ain een kno it was pretentious
raisin’ up all my hands, full of tension
mess it up with all my nausea
vomitting on a b*tch close 2 spillin’ punch on a b*tch
gettin’ punched in ya ribs
when the slugs penetrate, u won’t even kno that it hit
brooklyn my foundation
everyday i breathe, it’s a burning sensation
terribly, i stay
takin’ crowns as fast as i wash dishes
no fear of me subconsciously forgettin’ mad sh*t
p*b*scent feelings gettin’ more maddening
decisions gettin’ more rash
every morning, i get more ashy in the knees
shakin’ everyday like her ass need sum money
09
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