the gift & the curse - kidcrusher lyrics
i got too much on my mind, i gotta let it out
i’m verbally rapping these words into to circles
and sacrifice everything, jumping the hurdles
a menace to most and a ghost to the rest but i
slaughter the mic and i keep the core bleeding
i’m underground shaking the earth like a tremor
all of these words in my head i remember
they pour on the pages and pages and pictures
of people i love and i hate and some b*tches
still i keep rapping and rhyming the words
and i’m thinking so much and it feels like a curse
write another book then i feel a little better
sitting by the fire with my dog like a storyteller
writers block is more than development h*ll
lost and mad til break the spell
so i can break the wall and flow the river
play the song back and let it live forever
it’s more than a like and a share when they listen
more than a mission, more like i’m fishing
more than some fiction where i can k!ll a victim
more than addiction, more than a vision
the worlds so f*cked and i’m always deep thinking
got another bottle than i just keep drinking
upside down to the bottom of the world
i’m a tunnel runner you ain’t gonna understand ahh!
the night gets so dark and so dull and i’m dead
but voices are talking so loud in my head
spit out the blood on the beat in this verse
and the freedom you feel is so good but its worse
i keep on complaining like this is a burden
but when it is quiet i feel like i’m hurting
born to entertain like a clown in the circus
i got my purpose don’t feel so worthless!
i got too much on my mind, i gotta let it out
my head is a mess, low on my breath
anxiety gripping my chest, sobriety
i’m part of society now
still these hands keep pulling me down
into the depths surrounded by flames
stress is the best but no closer to sane
when does it end, i’m grounded since i was founded
88, never see no change
you think i can get up, go pick the pen up
i’ll be fine, it’s a setup
got the grind but these thoughts in my mind won’t let up
show me a sign, i’m fed up
feel like i’m drowning, heavy like mountains
man its astounding i can just push through
ain’t quick though heres a quick show to prove
i’m still the one infront of two, quick math
i’m more than twisted, born is gifted
but the curse is worse make me mourn existed
should be more ? the more i’m given
but i’m stuck no luck but this ?
got these fans livid, dms filling
trips you were born to k!ll it
can’t we at least get a verse
a song or a h*llo some words
to show that youre not missing
well here it is, the virus sh*t
supplied by nothing but decisiveness
it’s hard to get when your mind fights
and you dont know what enlightened is
i’m still ill though, i’ll be strapped on a covid dose
explode on the beat like a ? you get overthrown
still rip to my older flows yeah
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