overdose - keeysdagreat lyrics
[chorus]
yea, i just been down in the night
i done felt down in my life
mixing codein in the sprite
like it’ll take all the pain from me
i’m losing my way to the light
losing my faith in this high
that ain’t the way to survive
numbin’ my pain to this (uh uhm)
big blunts i’m rollin’ (rollin’)
got me f*cking up my focus (focus’), yea
this dope i’m smokin’, got me movin’
in slow motion yea….
[verse 1]
smoke one, yea
so now let me tell you bout a lil story
bout how i came up round the way
i grew up a product of watchin’ papa get hypnotic
off packs of the yay
i was young tryna capture the pain of man facing havoc
in half of his brain
but that wasn’t half of the trauma i witnessed, that made a impact on my ways
i was stuck in a dark room off the dulce, tryna make sense of this logic
thinkin “how in the f*ck am i facing my troubles
the same way i hated how tash did?”
using liquor to block out her conscience
absurdly downing out bottles of vodka, to cope with the hurt she adopted
then i mirrored that sh*t with exotics
i was locked up in the bathroom, baffled , trip*pin’ up off this bad shroom
breaking up in my guts, seeing my reflection cry a sad tune
changing faces
sick to think this sh*t made me think these drugs would show me a different realm, now the world don’t even feel the same
i hate this feelin’. i’m livin’ a lie
i’m f*cked up and chasing high, i been stuck in these mazes
now i’m third wheelin’ the drive, cuz i ain’t controlling my life
all the drugs made me anxious
in the life, you get truth and face it, or the ignorance keep you complacent
either red pill, or the blue pill
tell me which one you choose in this matrix?
face it
[chorus]
yea, i just been down in the night
i done felt down in my life
mixing codein in the sprite
like it’ll take all the pain from me
i’m losing my way to the light
losing my faith in this high
that ain’t the way to survive
numbin’ my pain to this (uh uhm)
big blunts i’m rollin’ (rollin’)
got me f*cking up my focus (focus’)
yea
this dope i’m smokin’, got me movin’
in slow motion yea….
[verse 2]
how ima grow if ion let go, right?
look, i was denying feelings
that i felt inside me k!lling
the strength in my mind, to free my subconscious from all the times
i witnessed
the tolerance i could handle from my abuse of my blind decisions; to numb all the pain inside me with ganja smoke, that’ll cloud my vision
(cloud my vision)
i felt deprived my n*gga (n*gga!)
i lost my mind my n*gga (n*gga!)
and plenty of nights that i wrote my wrongs, i felt i should die my n*gga (n*gga!)
see i know that time is healing
but i couldn’t hide the feelin’, of feelin’ that this sh*t ain’t god forgiving (god!)
i pray to allah i’m saved from repentance from all of these lines that’s written (bismillah)
i was drowning so low in my misery
reminiscing on all the times that i turn to weed and the drink for numbing, but it never did sh*t for me, but damage
in this life i done took sh*t for granted
even when it was so understanding, i was complicating every blessing handed
even though i been stuck in my ways, i ain’t looking for no one to save me
from all of the sh*t that i face in this cold world, where the empty hazy
i don’t wanna live my life like this, but i feel i’m in chains
tryna free up from feeling enslaved
from all the pain that i felt in my life cuz
[chorus]
yea, i just been down in the night
i done felt down in my life
mixing codein in the sprite
like it’ll take all the pain from me
i’m losing my way to the light
losing my faith in this high
that ain’t the way to survive
numbin’ my pain to this (uh uhm)
big blunts i’m rollin’ (rollin’)
got me f*cking up my focus (focus’)
yea
this dope i’m smokin’, got me movin’
in slow motion yea….
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