i really need it - kane train lyrics
[verse 1 * kane train]
it’s so tiring
i don’t even wanna write no more (yeah)
i’ve been feeling half*alive from this cold war
sacrificing my life for the whole sport
and, what for?
yeah, i have no family
i have friends but, i can’t see ’em
i’m battling demons
i’m actually achieving something
but, i still feel empty inside!
man, the devil tempts me
in my head where the rent’s free
sensory pleasure to numb all the mental sick terror
the voices, they’re getting more clever
i dunno how i’m supposed to rid of ’em
i just don’t even know how to get this off my chest
it’s like in the struggle of learning to vent
i actually bent my true emotions just so i could pretend
to feel a certain way to make some content
i’m never content
i grab for the pen but, don’t grab for my friends
i grab for the bottle and sit on the fence
cuz i can’t make amends for my sins
[hook * kane train]
i really need it (need it)
so, i go deeper (deeper)
this sh*t is k!lling me (bleeding, bleeding)
i think it’s lost its meaning (meaning)
i just don’t feel it (feel it) no more
yet, i go deeper (deeper)
obsessed! i must achieve it (achieve it)
otherwise, there is no meaning (meaning)
[verse 2 * b. miller]
uh, it’s like lately, i’ve been struggling to cope (cope)
in fact, it feels like i’m tugging a rope (rope)
i’m way far from clean. i’m not bubbles and soap (soap)
and it feels like i’m glogging my throat
with alcohol in rubble with huddles of blokes
cuz, yet i feel numb and choke
it feels like i just munched a gum full of coke
*sniff*
and i’m stood here in puddles. i’m soaked
in blood, and crud, and sh*t, and mud
it’s twisted and f*cked like an uncle that strokes (urgh)
an underage girl that’s on thunderous dope
but, look at her life. it’s no wonder she smokes
*inhale*
but, i’m not talking about no girl
it’s me that’s under the slopes
feeling hunger and broke
hidden under a cloak
but, i still spit deep bars
somehow, i’ve clung to the hope!
[hook * kane train]
i really need it (need it)
so, i go deeper (deeper)
this sh*t is k!lling me (bleeding, bleeding)
i think it’s lost its meaning (meaning)
i just don’t feel it (feel it) no more
yet, i go deeper (deeper)
obsessed! i must achieve it (achieve it)
otherwise, there is no meaning (meaning)
[verse 3 * sam .swae]
i think i really need it
i gotta take that first step
first breath outside of the bird’s nest
just to prove to myself and the rest of the world
that i will continue to give it my best
even if you think any less of me
even if you’re tryna get the best of me
even if you wanna break me down
sound! just keep in mind, that you will hit the ground
(ground, ground, ground)
i wonder if i say these things to cover scars and demons
(demons, demons, demons)
there must be a deeper meaning and a certain reason
(reason, reason, reason)
or maybe a darker feeling afraid of leaving
believing or achieving
i just know that i gotta keep breathing
(ah ah, ah ah, ah ah, ah ah, ah)
but whatever that feeling is
i gotta burn it in the past!
i cannot be dragged through my trauma
and the shards of glass that lay behind my back!
it’s a fresh new day! i gotta give myself that!
gotta give myself hope!
i know that for a fact!
it’s time i turn my back, cut off all these straps!
*inhale*
and, relax
[hook * kane train]
i really need it (need it)
so, i go deeper (deeper)
this sh*t is k!lling me (bleeding, bleeding)
i think it’s lost its meaning (meaning)
i just don’t feel it (feel it) no more
yet, i go deeper (deeper)
obsessed! i must achieve it (achieve it)
otherwise, there is no meaning (meaning)
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