down bad - kamon lyrics
(verse*1)
i’m back at it just like a bad habit
i been gone for a minute but i’m back to rapping
had to do bit of backtracking
trynna find a way for me to get back in action
it’s been around a year in admit i been lacking
i been spending my days tryna find a way
to come to peace with myself and clear my brain
just last week i got a psych evaluation
waiting for results i think i’m losing patients
last couple years i been a wreck in the making
my uncle dies it left me feeling naked
got me still wondering if will ever make it
i’v done a lot of things that i really ain’t proud of
guilty voices in my head they keep getting louder
all of a sudden i get to feeling crowded
with deprеssion from my sins im frightened
(chorus)
i know i been gone whilе but im im back
(oh oh oh)
not tryna find sympathy but to be honest i been real down bad
(oh)
i know i been gone while but im im back
(oh oh oh)
not tryna find sympathy but to be honest i been real down bad
(oh)
(verse*2)
this not just about the music
it’s about me not the strength to come through and
do what i need to do to keep moving
on with my life and keep sh*t congruent
i always known happiness is never fluent
its something thats comes in a moment
so when it comes by i always try to hold it
if there’s anything i learned its once they come they going
even though i know when they leave they leave me frozen
i done lost so much it’s pretty hard to find
motivation to keep going with life
ask me how i’m doing i probably say im fine
that’s a lie, i wake up in the morning and i cry
thinking out the fact i lost my family
to the point that i think happiness is just a fallacy
i never saw a happy moment that thought about passing me
(chorus)
i know i been gone while but im im back
(oh oh oh)
not tryna find sympathy but to be honest i been real down bad
(oh)
i know i been gone while but im im back
(oh oh oh)
not tryna find sympathy but to be honest i been real down bad
(oh)
(verse*3)
yeah now let’s talk about my raps
a lot of the time prolly hear me go fast
the only reason why i do it cuz it’s kind of like a mask
you get distracted by the flow and dont hear that i’m sad
i’d rather rhymes about nothing then let you know i’m down bad
i never really been the one to talk about my feelings
i’m the first to say i’m broken and the last to ask for healing
i say that i fixed it but i really just concealed it
(chorus)
i know i been gone while but im im back
(oh oh oh)
not tryna find sympathy but to be honest i been real down bad
(oh)
i know i been gone while but im im back
(oh oh oh)
not tryna find sympathy but to be honest i been real down bad
(oh)
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