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healing - kaelar lyrics

[chorus]
back home, been lovely to see friends
pulled myself out of the deep end
hands off the wheel, left the steering
up to chance, i believed in
a way to conquer my demons
just went out, started with breathing
*inhale*, now to feeling
starting to open up, bleeding

[verse 1]
wounds
i got many
and most of them healed only semi
i now know i covered up plenty
but that sh*t resurfaces, i’m what a person is: heavy
with thoughts and emotions, they sent me
away on a journey, i’m heading
towards only one goal: a better me
and travelling feel like the remedy
[chorus]
back home, been lovely to see friends
pulled myself out of the deep end
hands off the wheel, left the steering
up to chance, i believed in
a way to conquer my demons
just went out, started with breathing
*inhale*, now to feeling
starting to open up, bleeding
this is my growing up season
i’ll start by showing love, begin
to all my friends, to my family:
thank you for caring for me when i need it
to all the people i’m meeting
those i met on my journey, exceeding
all expectations i had of humanity:
you all done handed me healing

[verse 2]
you all done handed me, feels like, everything
you could spare, love was the enemy, now love’s the remedy
met god on top of a mountain, expecting me
to start believing, but i am still meddling
with the idea of fate and what was meant to be
i can just see me change into a better me
too bad it needed pain for me to ever see
the way i need to change, f*ck the dependency
i gotta learn how to love me
starting to learn to be on my own
i had no choice, happened suddenly
did have a choice, didn’t want it though
i needed someone to cuddle me
needed someone to pretend that i wasn’t self*centered
but i know i was and was f*cking dependent
on everything that made me feel good, escape
any feelings
any real thoughts in my brain
lived in a bubble
created a fake paradise to cover up pain
i’m really good at suppressing
so much it took an explosion to teach me a lesson
looking back’s really depressing
getting better though
[chorus]
back home, been lovely to see friends
pulled myself out of the deep end
hands off the wheel, left the steering
up to chance, i believed in
a way to conquer my demons
just went out, started with breathing
*inhale*, now to feeling
starting to open up, bleeding
this is my growing up season
i’ll start by showing love, begin
to all my friends, to my family:
thank you for caring for me when i need it
to all the people i’m meeting
those i met on my journey, exceeding
all expectations i had of humanity:
you all done handed me healing

you all done handed me healing

[outro]
pain taught a lesson to my brain
changed my direction, not the same
pain taught a lesson to my brain
changed my direction

- kaelar lyrics

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