i hate myself - k-odd-ik lyrics
[verse 1:]
on a scale of 1-10, my self esteem is negative
i f-cking hate myself, i am my own nemesis
i look in the mirror and see a hideous b-st-rd
my reflection’s been tarnished from continuous laughter
don’t know what i’m after, don’t know what my dreams are
i’m a fantastic rapper but being one seems hard
f-ck fame and being constantly out on the road
i want a family, man this shit is outta control
but this rap shit – it’s all i can conquer
why couldn’t i do magic or be a d-mn doctor
not to mention my dark thoughts, i ain’t no saint
i’m f-cking crazy, i need a brain constraint
i’m throwin’ myself into panic attacks
wanting to load the .9 up and cram it with br-ss
but f-ck it, i guess i’ll carry on with this legacy
and stay strong till i’m gone and nothing’s left of me
[hook:]
god said love thy neighbors and thy enemy
but i am my enemy, so what’s my remedy?
i hate myself, you don’t have to feel empathy
but you don’t know what i’ve gone through mentally
you’re hurtful words that i chose to swallow
made me bite my tongue and soak in sorrow
now i’m empty like a broken bottle
and clenching this blade like there’s no tomorrow
[verse 2:]
[hook]
[verse 3:]
lately, it feels like my brain hates me
hate me, shit
it basically makes me
so i give in and let the blade serrate me
make the gun face me, let it erase me
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