i.f.l.d - k.a.a.n. lyrics
[intro]
stress, knawledge
let’s do it
[verse 1]
lately i’ve been looking for myself
i’m just trying to find some happiness
wish i never lost my innocence
in the middle of a sicker struggle
i’m dependent on a different feeling i can only find it with a milligram
and imma need some more for my tolerance and
that’s way higher than my confidence
became introverted i don’t speak and i can’t sleep i been so stressed
what if the plan do not pan out?
all the time that i’m putting in
wasted energy upon the dream and i can feel the fate as i begin to flow and i have been sedated for a couple months cause i am too depressed about a lot of sh-t
life ain’t going like i thought it would. realizing i’m a lost cause, pray to god that i can find some peace i need the recipe you know the formula to get a normal life
i stay isolated can’t trust a soul i don’t feel love its like the only ones that ever cared about me these different drugs so i choose to use them i mixed them up
i need variety and i’m an outcast of this society with no 3 stacks and no lucius left just loose morals and a ton of pain
platency that i can never change start the fire ima let it burn feeling low i know i need help
headed to a safe place, can you relate to my predicament? i’m in vicious cycle but it never ends i might get clean for like a few days
but its a constant struggle i need strength, i dont have faith, and i’m insecure a self conscious man that feels agony i can’t fill the void in my f-ckin heart but i’m terrified and i’m paranoid, i know i had the choice of positivity and my potential was a promiscuity but realistically
i am a weaker person persecute the soul i execute the purpose of my self destruction i don’t have a conscious in a constant battle
but its mentally i need to find a better outlet lost in the dark sp-ce d-mn!
lawd
talking about the pain that i repress i’m in mutual relationships everyday, and i’ve been living straight by addiction but they can not understand the reason why i do it. i am feeling like everyone else is against me i carry a chip on my shoulder as long that’s holding my head to the ground but i’m lower than ever
it never gets better i bet they maintain i’m the perfect example of wasted potential not to mention all of my opportunity’s are p-ssing, can not commit to sobriety prior to pardon my etiquette, we make it darker to see what the message is affirmations alegated repet-tive pacing myself on the why can’t i and i do it, i come for oblivion i’m covering agony masterpiece that was inspired by misery living my life and i live for a muse, focusing something i like at the the moment
i’m vulnerable i am a loner insisting i see what it is, i get the sense that these people are fake, i’m disconnected i have no emotions
i’m heartless i’ve started to realize there is no hope. i am inspired by nothing i notice the smoke in the mirror’s the sight of the sober
the flight that i’m on it was artificial, disappear into disparity , and everything that we are given is realistic it’s depicted inside of my mind the minute i think half of my thoughts i’m moving on salutations from a better bond
i do not feel like the person i was or i used to be i know my purpose is gone, pray that i can become mentally strong i’m holding on but i know that i’m finished
empty inside man i need to replenish, i said that i’ll quit but i’m back on that sh-t and i sit by myself feeling disappointing but it’s really pointed that i’m pointed out
conversations with n-body else, at my lowest i sincerely know it i’m a lotus flower in the concrete dirty pedals and a crooked stem but when i needed friends
man i could never find em so i find my reality when i hallucinate, losing myself i can not get a grip of my self esteem man that no longer exist
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