so help me god - jvck (@youngjackyoung) lyrics
[hook]
h-ll on paradise, but i’m still here
life’s short
i’ll shed, but a tear
going undercover to find all the fears
that kept me from living so many years
now’s the time cuz i can never go back
truth hurts, but i gotta face facts
losing my head, losing my mind
everything came, but it left in no time
writing prose, writing rhymes
nothing i feel can be conveyed in lines
that i have written, that i have said
subconscious chains won’t let me out of bed
but i go on taking my meds
wishing happiness was something that could be fed
to people like me, to people like you
so help me god if my dreams don’t come true
[verse 1]
boy run, boy run
and don’t stop till you see that morning sun
thought of putting a bullet in his head had he found his gun
his life ain’t fun, he thinks it’s dumb, he thinks it’s stupid
you think this earth’s sh-t?
f-ck that, his mind’s more polluted
he popped that hydrocodone
he took that shot of whiskey
only thought going through his brain is, “would anybody miss me?”
and that’s part of the problem –
he’s his worst enemy
wants to take off his mask and live his true ident-ty
what will he ever do?
the sky turned gray from blue
he’s lived a lie and can’t decipher what’s even true
oh, my god, he’s in pain, oh, my god, he’s insane
what’s that water coming down his face?
is it tears or rain?
[bridge 1]
looking dead in the morning – never been alive
what’s the point of life if i just survive?
how many times is too many to cry?
all that i’m looking for i’ve yet to find
caring too much has never been enough
why is it that i give so many f-cks
‘bout so many people that don’t give a d-mn?
i’m disappointed, no matter my plans
[verse 2]
yeah, he’s the type of tired that sleep will not ever fix
society judges him, because he prefers d-ck
he hopes one day that god will point him in the right direction
for now he’ll feel himself, not talking about erections
doesn’t even know which way is up or which way is down
clinical depression got his head dragging underground
feels so inferior to those that he hangs around
that’s what keeps him from turning that frown upside down
[bridge 2]
so sick of this sh-t, he’s moving on
time to prove his doubters wrong
verses written for this song don’t do justice for how strong –
this boy is
don’t you dare say that this world will not be his
finding reasons every season
hating himself would be treason
he is gonna win
this boy is on the mend
guess what?
he looked into the mirror, and he found a friend
journey of pain, rage, and stormy skies
just know he’ll go on
wipes the tears from his eyes
[hook]
h-ll on paradise, but i’m still here
life’s short
i’ll shed, but a tear
going undercover to find all the fears
that kept me from living so many years
now’s the time cuz i can never go back
truth hurts, but i gotta face facts
losing my head, losing my mind
everything came, but it left in no time
writing prose, writing rhymes
nothing i feel can be conveyed in lines
that i have written, that i have said
subconscious chains won’t let me out of bed
but i go on taking my meds
wishing happiness was something that could be fed
to people like me, to people like you
so help me god if my dreams don’t come true
[outro]
so help me god if my dreams don’t come true
so help me god if my dreams don’t come true
so help me god if my dreams don’t come true
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