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serious - jovian lyrics

there once was a little boy so delirious
but now he’s too good at being too serious
walking with his hood up, looking so mysterious
and in his house, he’s got no mirrors
cause he doesn’t want to have to look at himself
and he doesn’t want to have to admit that he needs help
and that’s why he doesn’t have anyone round
because he’s become too good at keeping himself to himself
and there’s so many reasons that he doesn’t go out
why he’d rather sit at home alone and just drown
in his own thoughts, and a bottle
hе’s going full throttle, on route to another blackout
kinda hoping that hе doesn’t wake up
so many times, that he’s just made up
some excuses, and just refuses, to make any movement
no improvement, (cause he’s so tainted)
by ocd and his anxiety
he over thinks, but suffers silently
that’s why he values, his own privacy
cause in his own head, is the greatest rivalry
good and evil, attack so violently
his emotions, causes a riot he
doesn’t understand, why he fights alone
when he gives everyone else a bone, (oh the irony)
cause now these h*llhounds, hunts him down
his head keeps spinning as he’s moving around
he doesn’t feel safe in his own town
but he wears a fake smile, like a god d*mn clown
so is he the hero of his own story
or is he the joker looking for some glory
heavy is his head, but he ain’t no stormzy
hoping for a medical moment like chlorine
but 21 pilots couldn’t steer his course
cause it’s being altered, by a mysterious force
so for his own life, he needs to find home pride
by locating the hideous source
now he could go round, banging down doors
but why should he continue this war
if he’s not sure, what it is that he’s fighting for
it’s like, he can’t see no more
the good in people, the good in himself
he’s surrounded by evil, no care for his health
is there a sequel, and that’s why he won’t die
cause he’s afraid of history repeating itself
so, what can he do
he’s learnt so much from the sh*t that he’s been through
and if all of it, happened to you
is it really something that you would want to get into
to his own counsellor he tried talking
but his own stories he finds so boring
so why would he continue a conversation
when he just sits there and just starts yawning
that’s why he listens and doesn’t speak
that why he observes and doesn’t sleep
been treated like dirt so he doesn’t eat
and he doesn’t flirt, to avoid the heat
cause he used to have a home, but it was taken
and he used to have a heart, but now it’s breaking
and he used to believe in love, but it’s forsaken
him, and that’s when he started raging within
and that’s when he started to make mistakes
but he’s so self*aware, that his spirit breaks
tried all the pills, but he got the shakes
but he’s got to make it through, for his own sake
but every battle will take its toll
walked so much, that he’s losing his soul
doesn’t know, if he’ll ever be whole
but he’s set his goal, so he has to play his role
cause relieving others, gives him freedom
and healing others, gives his life meaning
cause the world’s so cold, and he’s been freezing
and he’s always there for them, whenever they need him
i cent remember the last time i was delirious
it seems i’m too good at being too serious
got my hood up, looking so mysterious
because my house is full of broken mirrors
cause i don’t want to have to look at myself
and i don’t want to have to admit that i need help
and that’s why i don’t have anyone round
because i’ve become too good at keeping myself to myself

- jovian lyrics

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