emotive - jovan lyrics
hook (x2)
everything change when you pick up the reigns/
and now you feel ashamed from saying those things/
you never know where your words are about to go/
they could be messing with my head, going out of control/
verse one
so, father father, it has been in honor/
you know it’s all good…. (sike) never mind it was never no honor/
it makes me sad for having a man i should have had/
you wasn’t even there and expect me to call you dad/
but i couldn’t, different lingo/
it hurts inside, but i still smile, with my head high/
few little cries, but i survived, and i have tried/
to do something with my life/
sick of tired twiddling my thumbs you gotta recognize… and you’re surprised!?/
looking at me on the inside, stuck and confined/
sitting here wondering, “why god why”/
from the things you put us through, and your other daughter hating you/
you was my superman, then i started finding out the truth/
our family’s lost without you, it really hurt us all/
even though she said some things, it really hurt my mom/
but it’s over now, you’re out soon, it really made me see/
if you was really here, i would never become me/
so thank you.
[hook (x2)]
verse two
hold on, silence, everybody stop/
you’re not supposed to nod your head until the beat drops/
there it goes, i recall my momma feeding me when i was three/
when we moved back to live with our family/
since i’ve known, you’ve always made dad seem small/
you always gave yourself the credit but you couldn’t have it all/
understand, you cannot play the victim when you say that ish/
but there’s two sides to the story, don’t say what’s irrelevant/
i mean it’s hard, what should i say, who should i blame/
maybe it’s god sent lessons to us, it ain’t a shame/
i mean, we didn’t have alot, but we did have enough/
we should those tears, been through much, that all made us tough/
i’m sick of the pettiness, and i want it to be better/
forever, we’ll forget about it like it’s whatever/
your ways showed me the way to be more unified/
if we talked a little more, i wouldn’t be writing these rhymes/
[hook (x2)]
verse three
it’s very hard growing up and wondering/
why you’re too shy to talk to someone to make a friend/
you’re like, “why am i the way that i am?”/
you blame yourself, and need some help, and saying that you can’t/
there’s nothing wrong with who you are/
being you sets you apart/
and you would only find that in your heart/
cuz life’s not guaranteed, so you better start embracing/
living someone else’s life is time that could be wasted/
so be smart, and don’t give into the pressure/
because you gotta make moves for what only works for you/
and friends are not forever, but there’s some who stays true/
who wants the best for you, who’ll never turn on you/
i just wanna be accepted in this world/
cuz i am only human, and like a woman’s worth/
and everyday, i become a little stronger/
and destined to be bigger, and have a little honor/
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