inner wars - jordymuzik lyrics
verse 1: jordy
there are so many nights where i feel so alone
sitting on my bed just staring at my phone
thinking is someone gonna hit me up but they don’t
but i know if they did all i’d wanna do is go home
sticks and stones may break my bones
but it’s these lack of words that got me feeling like i’m on my own
to my own friends i’m unknown
opportunities for relationships i’ve thrown
down the drain, racking my brain, for a way
to numb the pain, take it away, far away
words can’t convey, the decay, that i feel every day
everything’s gone gray, don’t know what else to say
the way no one wants to hang got me feeling dirty like an ashtray
when it rains it pours, it’s like everyone’s shutting doors
in my face, leaving me with sores
fighting with myself in these inner wars
hook: jordy
these demons in my brain
they won’t leave me alone
they won’t go away
they’re in their zone
battles going on
the good and the bad
battles going on
and they driving me mad
verse 2: jordy
there are so many nights when i got with these thoughts in my brain
please take them away because the pain is driving me insane
it’s like i’m standing in the rain where nothing else can remain
it’s hard to explain but it’s like they got me detained
trying to regain and retain my own mind
but the more i try the more i start to unwind
being confined and these thoughts shouldn’t be combined
with the lord i know that i need to be realigned
because he can refine me and get me on the right track
when my guard starts to crack i know he can bring me back
to where i need to be, when i don’t know how to act
when i start to weak he got me feeling jacked
when my mind is whacked that’s when i need him more
i know that’s what he’s here for, i can feel it in my core
i just got this one question for you lord
can you help me fight these inner wars
hook: jordy
these demons in my brain
they won’t leave me alone
they won’t go away
they’re in their zone
battles going on
the good and the bad
battles going on
and they driving me mad
verse 2: jordy
there are so many times when i keep it all on the inside
they reside in my mind and they won’t be denied
no matter how much i’ve tried, it’s like the take delight
it’s like they got an invite to try to ruin my life
that’s that stuff i don’t like, so get out of my head
i’m trying to ignore all the words that they have said
but as i’m laying on my bed they’re weighing me down like lead
and every time i have fled they come back and they’ve spread
they’ve taken away every shred of confidence i have left
it’s like they’ve committed theft because they’ve caused a cleft
my mind is so adept that it makes me accept
that i will be kept down at this depth
it’s like i’ve been swept away i can’t take this anymore
i don’t even wanna know what i got left in store
but i know the lord can lay the hammer down like thor
i’m begging you god to help me fight these inner wars
hook: jordy
these demons in my brain
they won’t leave me alone
they won’t go away
they’re in their zone
battles going on
the good and the bad
battles going on
and they driving me mad
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